DecadianSenior Contributor
Bad time of year
I'm going to Canerra for a few days soon - and that's a good thing
I have the anniversary of my son's death on the 16th - now I really feel it - I have been better this year - maybe because of being here - I have felt useful and people have been helpful - really great
I left the website I used to be in - it was a huge part of my life - and even making the decision to leave was hard - I know I did the right thing - but it was a horrible experience
It was my birthday yesterday - I had a good time with my dd and gd but I am not sure about the food - I have felt a bit off colour - I didn't eat that much -
I know better than to eat much right now though - some toast will be fine today
Generally I feel really low - and tired - and I think I am grieving more than one thing or two -
I don't know whether to post this - I think that it's a good idea - I don't mind reading what other people write - I actually feel better myself to know I am not alone - and I know this will pass
But yes - the weather is atrocious here - I want to go out - but unless I feel better tummy-wise - no - I will stay here - where if my tummy feels worse I have the appropriate conveniences handy
We all feel weird and tired and unhappy and unfulfilled at times
Decadian
