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Living with Ourselves

Living with Ourselves

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First of all I wanted to let you know that I have conversed with all of you at some stage on both sides of the forum..

It was my intention to close two of my threads and change my name in the kindest way for all of you...

I commenced this process on the 12th March and today is the first day that I have access to actually post or respond to anyone....I was in the last couple of days able to register a new name and like some posts...

I am so sorry that my profile ended so abruptly that was definitely not my intention....

In fact if I had done it my way.. instead of thinking would be better to be guided through the process....I would have just written on one of my threads my reason for closing my account tagging you all in....then requested account to be closed and username put to bed so to speak

I have chosen to take this path in order to protect my family's sense of safety .. privacy...health..

Please let me reassure you that this has nothing to do with any members on here...

I have tagged each and everyone of you because you have given me support and invited me into a little of your worlds...priceless experiences...I have felt heard and valued on here....Thank you all so much..

Moving forward ...this is who I am now and hope to be able to converse on the forum living in the now not the past...therefore no mention of my previous username necessary...

If you do not know who I am...that is fine also...perhaps all of the above is not relevant for you..

take care

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Wooden Spoon it is

meggle

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cheers

@Oaktree @tonys

back to Grey Rock if it has not been painted

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You know what , i was just thinking , how many threads and campfires have I just stomped through.

I can wactch the tennis, but I swear you guys type so fast its scary..

@Oaktree @Sophia1 Yes I havnt had a job offer in grey stone. so gardian jp magistrate.. . .

anything so we can get back to cards n drinks... t 2gns

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@tonys

You have been pulled from pillar to post tonight. Sorry you are not accustomed to that! You have been a great sport. Thanks for the support dear guardian! Remember the code word so you can referee if ever sophia1 or I use it

thanks friend,

Meggle

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@Sophia1

Thanks so much for bringing me here to sort things out last night. I think it means we can have a fresh new start with no leftover baggage! I appreciate your understanding and friendship. I understand your confusion as to what had actually happened on my end. It was a difficult time but it was so long ago! Bout time we moved on. So glad that we are playing together again!!!

Meggle

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@Oaktree

Yes was a draining time

I read through from the beginning of introduction and can read some of the conversations pages 20-25. I think

Back when it started 2021. I had forgotten about writing to you there. Then again later pages. I had not remembered

I went looking for beginning of grey rock or grey stone now.

Skphia

Hopefully need never get to that again…..

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hello and hugs @Sophia1 , @Oaktree , @tonys , @tyme , @Jacques

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@Sophia1

I will not go back and reread those pages if it’s all the same to you. I don’t want to relive it and it’s better left in the past I think.

Hugs

Meggle

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thanks. . . @Shaz51 A good warm cup of wisdom... Warm wishes to you . tonys mb 1

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@Sophia1

I did go back this morning and reread those 5 pages. Although the first page or two was horrible with me continuing to dig a deeper hole for myself, I see that we did make up back then. I guess I had forgotten that part in my anguish. All I held onto was the fact that I had badly hurt you. All while you were trying to cope with the ups and downs of your unwell son. I am sorry that I put you through all that. I was unwell too and not thinking straight. I am so grateful to @Zoe7 being there supporting us both through a hard time. I have so much love for you both. I have felt that you were walking cautiously and I guess that’s why I had forgotten that you had forgiven me. It all happened so long ago that the memories weren’t really clear about what had happened. I would love to move on now. Pack the past in a box and put it away on a very high shelf, never to be looked at again. Thanks for your ongoing friendship, it means the world to me!

Meggle

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