Living with Ourselves

@Sophia1

hello @Anastasia

sounds very wise and philosophical............

something that I struggle with on a daily basis though............

I think that if you start off in life as in a young child that way it becomes a part of who you are.

Hope that your situation is manageable and that you have enough support for all of you.

love Sophia xx

How are you @outlander ?

It must be years since we have spoken...

I feel sad that I have not been well enough to talk to you and others with whom I engaged so often.

Tell me about you 💜

Thank you @outlander @HenryX @Emelia8 @Anastasia

for your support.

I now feel like a hamster on the everturning wheel.

Questioning myself about why I even bother to write about my feelings.

This always ends up in my self-loathing myself. Past programming.

If this was someone else writing these words, I would be offering a compassionate response. Suggesting that they not be so hard on themselves. If we are trying, that is what life is about really.

Yet when it comes to me who has ingrained in her that she is so difficult and different, applying the above is nigh impossible.

I do try to tell myself and on many occasions feel worse as I realise what I am doing. Seriously, I know that I am applying empathy to myself that I give to others.

Therefore, not spontaneous, thought out, just not the same.

Hello @Sophia1 , @outlander , @Anastasia , @Emelia8

Thank you Sophia1 for your reference and tag on the "Worry Room ...." thread.

I had seen a reference to tonight's chat by @MDT earlier this evening, but thought that it might have been a mix-up Tues<>Thur. However It seems that my assumption was incorrect. Like you, I may have found it by chance, but there was no title that I could see. And I had other things on my mind.

I would be happy to see if I can work out what that "Authentication Ticket ...."problem might be if no-one else offers a satisfactory solution.

It is frustrating when we want to join a specific chat and cannot access the session. So I do understand your aggravation.

Best Wishes

HenryX

@outlander

you mentioned dealing with different diagnoses.

Do you want to talk about dealing with this and how you are managing.

I know that we have not spoken for some time now and just because I am here now in this moment asking does not justify or come with any expectations of you opening up to me.

I am here now still caring about you as I did in the past.

I have just been away for a while as I really was struggling with all of what life decided to pile on top of me along with what I had already been trying to cope with.

I am no longer sure of your family situation and do not want to ask anything as I do not want to offend or upset you.

💜