Living with Ourselves

just read the last post @utopia @Zoe7

t-shirt business

there must be a virtual reality or whatever the tech expression is around this obstacle...

you need an expert IT guru on the job...

my "family member: is right into IT....

why not enjoy the playing around at a light level until a light bulb goes off....not giving away any possible patented ideas is what I am trying to say..

I taught my sons "Never say Never"...they used to laugh at me...try to come up with different examples...ridiculous statements where they could prove that I was wrong.....

I always left the conversation at yes but that is only an opinion etc....had some laughs over it..

good memories...

whatever you decide you have the memories of the fun you had...there is no reason to not explore....

We definitely had fun @Sophia1 - was some of my fondest memories of the forum playing with t-shirt designs and slogans with @utopia - we honestly need to start it up again - if for no other reason the laughter that thread provided for us was wonderful.

Hello @eudemonism

Dreaming of snakes eating you ....

Do you think that has something to do with Monti Python moving in and having an extra interest in Mister and Purrpurr?

Having a CTO would have to be an extremely frightening experience beyond anything that I have experienced...I have witnessed the traumatic effect on my own "family member"...leading that person to disappear from all who knew him...

These recurring thoughts of such a horrendous trajedy in your life are best discussed with your new psychiatrist...

I think that I have read that the side effects of the depot injection also can distort memories of injustice....bring about total confusion of reality and dream....This is very hard for you...None of us underestimate your struggles Eude..

Sometimes we do not know what to say in response...so some say nothing...

Here for you....

I am sensing the humour coming out.....Am I on the right path?

.lol I'm curious as to what others may think. So perhaps some rationale and second and third opinions can be considered. About the questions... Take it as a science fiction scenario at the moment. I don't want to incriminate anyone just yet. Lol.

Is anyone else into science fiction @Zoe7 @utopia @Appleblossom @TAB @Adge@outlander ?

No not interested in science fiction @Sophia1 - consider my own life to be fiction enough so read more biographies and non-fiction books. I must admit I haven't read a lot since I have been off work - haven't been able to concetrate for long enough and my eyes have certainy not coped - definitely need to get my eyes checked - know I need reading glasses but figure if I don't read why bother with glasses lol

@Sophia1@Zoe7

If we go back there - Zoe - then it looks like my thigh will be bitten again by all sorts of creepy crawlies. Not looking forward to that ..

Although am planning to go back up to my mountain soon - just waiting for a few dry days - so I can drive the track.

I am just so pleased you are planning on going back to your mountain @utopia - for a while there there was no chance of you getting back there - so that shows real progress. Sooo happy for you - I hope it clears up soon and you can drive the track

ps @utopia ...will be just in time for the spring bugs to be biting lol

Spot on @eudemonism

Something to add to your list in preparation for that first appointment.....

I always find the first appointment meeting a new medical person to be quite overwhelming no matter how well I have prepared myself....or how calm I am...

This is the reason that I write things down...then I am not distracted by the feeling of being overwhelmed...

When I had my first appointment with my neurosurgeon he gave me information....prognosis...treatment....etc...I asked questions...came away with head in the clouds...

when I went for follow up appointment...results of MRI after surgery...I asked a question...he responded almost impatiently that he had explained all of that at the first appointment...

I responded with "you might well have told me then....I was in shock when you told me about what I had and details of ensuing operation..so I don't remember any details from that first appointment"

He actually looked me in the eyes....I saw something shift inside...his answer had a different tone...I recognised compassion even though brief..

What am I rambling on about this time?

No matter who it is....if you need to have an answer....ask a question....

we never stop learning

it is impossible to ever know everything..

keep in touch

Sophia