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Niquas Notes

Niquas Notes

I thought I might try some 'journalling' . Just write a little blurb out each day, basically what I'm already doing . . . just giving it a name . . a title, I suppose? But to give it some 'umph' in my head I'm going to try & remember how to start a new thread & call it 'Niquas Notes' 🙂
It's not even 11.30am & I'm having a tomatoe & onion sandwich for lunch 🙂 I think I've been forgetting to 'get around' to a few meals lately. It's pretty good 🙂
I think I need to go into town today & check the post office, I may have a parcel to collect (evil ebay again!). I might get some meat while I'm in there (probably sausages ;)), I don't think I've had a lot of it lately - though I had Tuna in some fried rice the other night 🙂 Pretty sure I've got a couple of DVDs to collect from the library too 😉 {which means waiting until after 2pm at least as they close from 1-2pm for lunch} Today being Wednesday, it's an off-lead walk day, so I'll take the puppies along & drop into the local Forest on the way back home 🙂 I really enjoy that walk myself, it might be one I've done a million times, but that's sort of part of what I think I really enjoy about it?;)? & of the camp trips, beach walks & places that I have been going to for a little while now - the local 'home' forest walk still gives us the most freedom & me the most confidence 🙂
I think I am recovering from the xmas kerfuffle. I've just polished off a banana, which I would normally have at breakfast, so I've just combined morning & midday meals 😉 & I've got a bottle of water with just a touch of Apple Cider vinegar in it :x I actually quiet like the tang & I do beleive my insides appreciate it 🙂 I've been having quite a few nasty waves of nausea washing over me for a while now.
I need to start 'beating myself up a bit' about the housework! I did get some dishes done before I went away, but there's still a mountain of pots and pans there!! & my mountains of dirty washing are growing death defying peaks!!! I did also get 1/2 the yard mowed, but the other half is overgrown & the 1st 1/2 could do with a trim (00)! & the general clutter continues to compact.
I must look online at what the costs of registering my puppies will be in my council, maybe I can do that while I'm in town? If I got the genny going & started tackling the dirty washing, I could mow my little fella's feet inbetween cycles . . . & then we could go to a favourite 'look-out' spot for a walk 😛 . . . that'd be nice 🙂
Well, by the time I get online, it'll be past Potatoe hour. So I'd better stop blurbing & post 😉
Love to all that need or want it, everything positive gratefully accepted 🙂
❤️

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Hi Niqua

I am so glad you had a deep sleep after taking the new pill - yes - it does seem to being increased rather

quickly - but you said you would trying anything and I guess this is one of the "anythings"

I hope your daughter does agree to the counselling and yes - you do need to be able to think when under that kind of pressure

And as you have said you seem to focussing on the same thing - and it's been right in front of you for decades - I know the time scale myself - yes - time to do something about it

And I wish you the best with the whole nine yards of it

Dec

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Good morning, @Owlunar, @Appleblossom, @Former-Member and everyone here.

Mainly just stopping in before going to sleep (haven't done that yet all night, it's now 8am). A good night though.

How are you going, Niqua? I understand if you feel less like speaking on the forum at the moment. Just want to tell you again that I am thinking of you with love.

Hi Apple, I saw on another discussion thread that you scattered your cat's ashes recently. You sounded in a philosophical place about death in our lives. Nonetheless, I send gentle hugs.

Hi Dec, haven't met up with you on the forum for some time. Just wanted to say a friendly hi.

Hope there are some good moments for all today.

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Sleep well Mazy @Mazarita

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Still here, Niqua. Not sure for how long... @Former-Member

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Good Morning Claire @outlander, @eth, @Appleblossom, @Faith-and-Hope, @CheerBear and everyone

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You know I'm gonna nag you about sleep Mazy @Mazarita 🙂 {not really, but if your tired take advantage of it!}

I do want to say Thank you for all your support. Love you

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Ah, thank you for your care, Niqua. I feel so reluctant to go to bed just now because I'm feeling good. I've been having hard moods lately, hard to bear for the time they are happening. It's mostly during the day when I'm here alone for several hours by myself (though I know that's not much). Times of emotional panic though. But staying up into the blessed middle of the night, there is peace and tranquillity and being lost in creativity so that the pain is gone for a while. I will go to bed... soon. ox @Former-Member

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Hi @Former-Member hope today is a good one for you.

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Feeling good is good Mazy @Mazarita But without sleep it might not feel so good for so long? I want your good to continue

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Hello @eth , I need to get ready & go to the doctors. I need to try & get to the grocery shop before the appointment. I had intended to get some things last time, but I know myself, I will be a wreck after the doctor & I will run away. My critters need their supplies. I better go now.

I hope today is gentle & kind to you

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