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Niquas Notes

Niquas Notes

I thought I might try some 'journalling' . Just write a little blurb out each day, basically what I'm already doing . . . just giving it a name . . a title, I suppose? But to give it some 'umph' in my head I'm going to try & remember how to start a new thread & call it 'Niquas Notes' 🙂
It's not even 11.30am & I'm having a tomatoe & onion sandwich for lunch 🙂 I think I've been forgetting to 'get around' to a few meals lately. It's pretty good 🙂
I think I need to go into town today & check the post office, I may have a parcel to collect (evil ebay again!). I might get some meat while I'm in there (probably sausages ;)), I don't think I've had a lot of it lately - though I had Tuna in some fried rice the other night 🙂 Pretty sure I've got a couple of DVDs to collect from the library too 😉 {which means waiting until after 2pm at least as they close from 1-2pm for lunch} Today being Wednesday, it's an off-lead walk day, so I'll take the puppies along & drop into the local Forest on the way back home 🙂 I really enjoy that walk myself, it might be one I've done a million times, but that's sort of part of what I think I really enjoy about it?;)? & of the camp trips, beach walks & places that I have been going to for a little while now - the local 'home' forest walk still gives us the most freedom & me the most confidence 🙂
I think I am recovering from the xmas kerfuffle. I've just polished off a banana, which I would normally have at breakfast, so I've just combined morning & midday meals 😉 & I've got a bottle of water with just a touch of Apple Cider vinegar in it :x I actually quiet like the tang & I do beleive my insides appreciate it 🙂 I've been having quite a few nasty waves of nausea washing over me for a while now.
I need to start 'beating myself up a bit' about the housework! I did get some dishes done before I went away, but there's still a mountain of pots and pans there!! & my mountains of dirty washing are growing death defying peaks!!! I did also get 1/2 the yard mowed, but the other half is overgrown & the 1st 1/2 could do with a trim (00)! & the general clutter continues to compact.
I must look online at what the costs of registering my puppies will be in my council, maybe I can do that while I'm in town? If I got the genny going & started tackling the dirty washing, I could mow my little fella's feet inbetween cycles . . . & then we could go to a favourite 'look-out' spot for a walk 😛 . . . that'd be nice 🙂
Well, by the time I get online, it'll be past Potatoe hour. So I'd better stop blurbing & post 😉
Love to all that need or want it, everything positive gratefully accepted 🙂
❤️

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Mazy @Mazarita, Claire @outlander, @Faith-and-Hope and everyone

I am going to close my account now. I am closing it because an unwanted ex is reading my posts and I will not let that continue. I do not blame the forum, he has 'found' me on every chat/pen pal site I have been on.

Thank you all for you love & support, it has been an honor knowing you.

Niqua.

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That sucks 😞
Please take care of yourself NN ❤ @Former-Member

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Will miss you 💛

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I am sorry it has come to that @Former-Member ..... but I know you have to do what you need to for your own integrity. I hope to see you again, but whether ai do or not, I wish you the very best and you will remain close in my thoughts regardless.

💐💜💕💐💜💕💐

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Niqua, I suppose friendships always end at some point, especially online. Can't quite believe all our love and care of each other ends here, with so little fuss. I'm not happy about it. But I always wish you well. Please take the very best care of you possible. @Former-Member

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Take care @Former-Member im sorry to hear of the circumstances that you feel forced to leave because of. Take care of yourself

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@Former-Member

I am very sorry to read your news about the reasons you are closing your account.

You have been on this site for years and the friendships and feelings are real.

My best hope is that you can hold the memory and experience of positive times here and carry it further.

I am sad to see you go, though I understand.

You are worthy of good people in your life.

Bye Niqua

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@Former-Member

I hope that the next part of your journey keeps you on a safe path...allowing you to share some joy and piece of mind...all the best..💚🌷♥️

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Dear Niqua, I feel I want to write something before you go, something better than all my selfish sorrow that you are leaving now.

I want to say that your friendship has been so meaningful to me. That I will miss you. That I will think of you. And to thank you for the time we have had together here in this strangely intimate space.

Please know that I will always love you. And wish you the very best. I will wonder what is happening for you. Always hoping the best for you.

I wish there was more we could say to each other before you go completely and we only get to see the sad 'former member' icons. But I understand how awful it must be for you to have to go silent now. I know too that you will probably miss me and others here on the forum.

Sending more love, a big shower of it on you like gentle rain. We aren't really lost to you, and you to us. We will just go on thinking and feeling for each other in a quiet, mind-linked way.

@Former-Member

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Hi @Former-Member,

i just wanted to let you you that I will miss you around the forum too. I've often smiled at your stories about your dogs and your life in your little house. I am so sad that someone is causing this disruption in your life and feel how unfair that is.

I want to wish you all the very best and to reinforce how much you will be missed here.

💜🤗

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