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I know this post is going to be 'moderated', but I really don't care.

I know this post is going to be 'moderated', but I really don't care.

Does anyone else ever get to the point with sh that they just want to cause as much destruction as possible? Total and utter urge to self destruct?
I don't care about the ramifications, I don't care about the downstream impacts.
I just want to destroy myself.
What do you do?

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Suicide callback told me to contact the crisis team. I think I might put on Dr Who and cuddle my teddy.

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Sounds like a good idea @Former-Member please keep safe

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Good onya for trying the helpline @Former-Member. Dr Who and teddy does sound like a good idea for tonight if you don't need the crisis team.

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Crisis team will just send me to hospital.
I don't see the point.
And you can't take teddy into hospital most of the time anyway.

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Yeah @Former-Member if hospital isn't the right place for you at the moment and Dr Who plus teddy will be more helpful then there's no harm in sticking with that.

What season of Dr Who are you watching? I used to watch all the Eccelston/Tennant eps, a few Smith eps, but only a handful of Capaldi ones and saw the transformation to the 13th Doctor.

It's my bedtime but I'll catch you later/tomorrow sometime if you'd like. Hope the rest of your night goes ok.

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Hi @Former-Member. Wanted to come past and say that I hope your Dr Who and teddy feel good for you tonight (as someone in a blanket with a unicorn) 🦄 🐊

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Hi @Former-Member. How's today been so far?

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I decided a day of sleep was needed. Ive now failed uni as I had some essays due in today and if I didn't hand them in I'd fail. But I'm not too sure it matters to be honest.
I'm feeling really unwell - I think it's due to coming off meds cold turkey.
But sleep was really needed - it's been a few days.

How are you @TheVorticon? How was your day?

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Whoa @Former-Member .... coming off all meds cold-turkey .... please monitor yourself and be careful ,... 😕

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How are you today @Faith-and-Hope?
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