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Phoenix_RisingSenior Contributor
Hi @Former-Member,
I am thinking about you right now and wondering how you are going. That's all. 
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Hi @Phoenix_Rising,
How are you? I've not kept up with all your adventures, but I've heard that TTT is going well.
My therapy seems to be going okay now. We've talked it out a little bit. As much as I'm able to that is. I'm still not able to make eye contact though.... I'm starting to doubt if I ever will.
I'm feeling better about the prospect that this therapy adventure is going to be a much longer adventure than I originally planned. Years and years longer.
But it really annoys me that it's going to come down to ever owning a house and ever being 'healthy'. It annoys me that I have to make these decisions.
I'm feeling a bit better physically too. Back on the meds..... I just couldn't cope with going off them I felt too sick.
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Phoenix_RisingSenior Contributor
Hi @Former-Member,
It sounds like things have taken a positive turn with your psychologist. I'm so very pleased that you were able to talk it out with them a bit. Yeah, when there are big muddles to unmuddle, it can take far longer than we would like. I know that TTT and I will be working together for a very long time too. I keep going on about how I want to fix my brain NOW...and she keeps responding by saying that it's going to take a while. 
It definitely ultra sucks that you are in a position of having to choose between being healthy and owning a house. Such choices shouldn't have to be made.
I'm glad to hear you are feeling better physically too. I rarely get physically sick, but when I do, I really notice how much harder it is to cope with my muddles.
How's teddy? Turtle and I had a big adventure flying in an aeroplane last week. Turtle had to have an x-ray at security so he could come on the plane. The x-ray revealed that he was 100% turtle.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@Former-Member Oh 5-HT I have been wondering how you were going. I feel like such a jerk ... will you forgive greenpea? 😞
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