I know this post is going to be 'moderated', but I really don't care.

Still not 100% @Former-Member, but better than yesterday anyway. Might be this heat knocking me around a bit .....

It's good that you've been getting some sleep today @Former-Member although sucks that you're not feeling well. I hope coming off your meds doesn't give you any bad symptoms - guess there's always an on-call doctor if you get worried about it.

Do you reckon you could put in something for special considerations (or whatever it's called at uni) to get an extension on the essays?

Good morning @TheVorticon, @Former-Member, @Faith-and-Hope, @CheerBear, @outlander

having a look around at 4am , hope everyone is sleeping ok , just finished my cuppa sogoing to see if i can go back to sleep now

hope you feel better soon @Former-Member, @Faith-and-Hope

Hi Everyone......

What do you think of emailing the following quesitons to my therapist tonight? Is there anything I should add or take out?

1. What do you propose my diagnosis to be?
   1. How do I fulfil the diagnostic criteria for the above?
2. What were you doing last week, playing games with me? What was the point of that? And surely you knew the effect it would have on me?
3. What have we been doing for the last year? What have we ‘achieved’?
4. Why are you even agreeing to ‘treat’ me when you evidently don’t think I’ll ever be able to fulfil my goals of having a relationship and a family? I thought therapy was all about working towards my goals, if not my goals then who’s were we fulfilling?
5. Why can ‘treatment last as long as I want’? What does that even mean? Why use such an oblique statement in the first place? All it’s going to do is stress me out – which you should know by now and make me feel like the most broken person on the planet.
6. Why would you break my trust in such a way – you know I don’t like bullshit and prefer people to be straight up and down. As I see it the only reason you couldn’t answer any of my questions is if you think I’m worthless scum who will never have a relationship or a family and will never be ‘well’. You know that the prospect of having a relationship/family is the only thing keeping me alive, why would you repeatedly insinuate the opposite? What kind of a cruel sadistic f**k are you?

@Faith-and-Hope - I deleted all but one swear word... 😊 I hope that contributes to the readability of it.

I would remove this line @Former-Member ....

“What kind of a cruel sadistic f**k are you?”

Maybe think it if you like, but probably not wise to say it.

💜

Did you end up sending the other version to him a few days ago @Former-Member ?

This one sounds similar but a lot calmer and more considered ..... well done 💕