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I know this post is going to be 'moderated', but I really don't care.

I know this post is going to be 'moderated', but I really don't care.

Does anyone else ever get to the point with sh that they just want to cause as much destruction as possible? Total and utter urge to self destruct?
I don't care about the ramifications, I don't care about the downstream impacts.
I just want to destroy myself.
What do you do?

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Re: I know this post is going to be 'moderated', but I really don't care.

Call the Sane helpline @Former-Member would be my suggestion.

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Hi @Former-Member,

I'm about to step out of Forum Land, but I didn't want to not respond to you when you are so obviously super super distressed. I'm not sure that I have anything helpful to say, but I really wanted you to know that I'm hearing how freaked out you are that your GP has stumbled across a bit of your online life. I'm not sure what it is about this that is freaking you out so much, but I can hear you are freaked out, and freaked out feelings super super super suck.

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Because I don't trust anyone, neither my GP nor my psychiatrist know I'm seeing a therapist.

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Because I am very very private.
I am very very honest online.
I would never NEVER say any of the things I say online to another living human being. I can't have him know these things.
I can never see him again.

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@Former-Member Oh sweetheart how on earth could he have found out? I am so sorry this has happened to you.

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Only my name is fake. All other details about me are real.
How many other people live in city X, are undertaking a MPH at uni Y and a Masters in Infection and Immunity at uni Z at the same time???? None. Not one.
And he 'followed' me and then liked half a dozen of my past posts.

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@Former-Member OMG! He is snooping!! That is not good ... Oh no you will go that will make gp really sad 😞 *cries*

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How do you know it’s him @Former-Member ?

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Cause everyone else in this media format is honest about who they are. - name profession, photo etc.
AND I've seen him login to his profile during appointments.

@NikNik is there any easy way to delete past posts cause I know when you delete your profile the posts stay online.

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@Former-Member:(

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