I know this post is going to be 'moderated', but I really don't care.

But I don't see why he couldn't have said it yesterday. He wanted to know what i thought I had and I refused and he seemed unwilling to tell me unless I admitted to stuff first. And I'm not going to admit to stuff first.
In reality, I will be stunned, not say anything and then have a bunch of questions 2-3 days later when I have processed it all. I don't see why he can't tell me now.
I know I'm a shit person, I can deal with that fact.
But he even said yesterday that therapy could be as long as I wanted.... no answer as to how long it would take to get to what I want.
Im just soooo angry.
Why doesn;t he trust me enough to tell me?

It’s probably more about duty of care than trust, I would imagine @Former-Member. Maybe he was tossing up whether to tell you yesterday, or maybe he needs more time to consider it all and how to talk things through with you, especially if you tend to focus on the negative - not saying that you do - but if you do and he doesn’t see the same things as negative, that might be something he needs to work on.

It’s a relationship, which means there are two sides to it.

Maybe my thoughts are right off the mark ...., I don’t know ..... I do know that I care about you and how you’re feeling right now, and while I am not a mental health professional I can sit here with you and talk with you about how you’re feeling.

My situation is so confusing, and I can hear that yours is too. I am feeling crappy about our move, but things are not usually all crappy ..... so I’m trying to find the not-so-crappy bits. And ev n if they are majorly crappy, working on them often makes them less so ...... and I’m not very good at just staying where I am and sucking it up.

I also need a lot of distraction to be patient about things that suck ..... so I’m here with you and hoping you can help distract me too .....

Hey @Former-Member, just reading your posts it would be really frustrating wanting to know, but he probably is bound ethically to not give that kind of opinion if he doesn't have enough time to talk it through with you and be able to answer anything. As you said, you will be stunned when he tells you.

He may also not be entirely sure either, since he did ask you what you thought. It is certainly not a precise process, and it often is a case of seeing how things unfold over time.

Hey but I just wanted to say something, then I read @Faith-and-Hope who put it all so well...

Hang in there, but sounds like we all feel ya.....

I don't see what can be so hard?!? Unless he thinks I'm a narcissist who's making everything up for attention?!?!
He won't ever tell me what he's thinking so I don't know.
I just don't understand and I don't think he gives a shit about what position he's put me in. tbh I'm not so sure I'm going to go back. This is the last straw.
This diagnosis and my ability to reach my goals are vitally important to me.
If I can't do that then I have no reason to be alive. I NEED to know I have a valid reason to be alive.

Thanks @Former-Member .... I appreciate that.

Hugs @Former-Member ..... still here.

Whoops @dragonflygirl ....

“@5-HT Oh my goodness you are a valid reason to be alive just being you 5-HT! “

Well said @Bunniekins ❣️

Oh little @Bunniekins......
I'm scum. I'm worthless, useless, bad, scum. I shouldn't be alive.
The only thing I have keeping me alive is the hope that I can be a completely different dinosaur who can have relationships. And the only way I see that happening is through therapy.
If that can't happen. I have no reason for being alive.