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I know this post is going to be 'moderated', but I really don't care.

I know this post is going to be 'moderated', but I really don't care.

Does anyone else ever get to the point with sh that they just want to cause as much destruction as possible? Total and utter urge to self destruct?
I don't care about the ramifications, I don't care about the downstream impacts.
I just want to destroy myself.
What do you do?

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Gosh, I'm actually crying right now, which is such a rare thing for me.
I wish I could send flowers but I don't know where to send them.

Yeah, I know people don't mean to discount me or ignore me, but it just grates, particularly when it happens around the same sensitive topics. And it's not like I can bring it up with the individual's involved for various reasons. So I kinda just have to wear it.

I'm so sorry about your cousin. Families are so difficult. My siblings don't talk to me much. Are you able to go visit the grave and have a chance to say goodbye there? I've missed a few funerals and going to the grave and saying goodbye was very helpful for me.

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sometimes having a cry is good @Former-Member, with my cousin I cryed and was angry too and I felt guilty then sad again for felling mad at her

thank you about my cousin , her mother and her brothers were not allowed too so we had a wake for her

same sensitive topics-- yes it is a bit tricky saying what you want to say at a certain time and then that moment is gone , I understand

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@Former-Member are you ok

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Yes, I'm okay. Thanks for checking in. Just got distracted reading all the tributes for him in the papers.
And I have an acquaintance who works closely with him and he didn't mention it to me. And I'm just puzzling if we'd spoken since his death.
And I'm doing uni work / writing stuff for my dinosaur blog. Considering the guy I'm mourning is the one of the most eminent biological anthropologists (What I want to be when I grow up) in the world, he would like to read about dinosaurs and extinct primates.........

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😔💙🦕 @Former-Member ......

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Crying again....... I just don't understand how the world can go on with so much less in it now that he is gone. I guess there are some babies being born right now that have some pretty big shoes to fill!!!

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💜💜💜🦕 @Former-Member ..... ☔️

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IF ONE MORE OF MY FRIENDS COMPLAINS ABOUT THE COST OF THEIR HEALTH INSURANCE AND HEALTH CARE I'M GOING TO FLIP MY LID.

THEY HAVE NO IDEA!

ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA.

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hugs @Former-Member , we need some earplugs

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Dinosaurs are a little loud sometimes - ROAR!
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