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I know this post is going to be 'moderated', but I really don't care.

I know this post is going to be 'moderated', but I really don't care.

Does anyone else ever get to the point with sh that they just want to cause as much destruction as possible? Total and utter urge to self destruct?
I don't care about the ramifications, I don't care about the downstream impacts.
I just want to destroy myself.
What do you do?

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No need to do that @Former-Member ...... your avatar is enough to notice you by Hon ......

💜

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@Faith-and-Hope,
Why am I like this?
Why don't I matter?
Why can't I be like everybody else?
What's so wrong with me?

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I 💜 you as you are, if that helps at all .....

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Morning @Former-Member, @Faith-and-Hope and all.

Wanted to say that I too see you @Former-Member. I read what you write and I care also. You matter. 🐊

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What`s up @Former-Member

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In particular or generally?

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all my friend @Former-Member , I am here for you

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I guess it's just when the solution to other people's problems seems so simple to you and it itches and you just want to go in and fix it.
More generally I'm just not feeling well and I was super sensitive last night and I was involved in some online conversations (both here and other platforms) and I was just totally ignored or my feelings were completely discounted. And it just reinforced my ideas about myself.
And I'm an angry angry dinosaur..... at every little thing atm.
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How have you been @Shaz51?

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And I just read that someone I really really look up to passed away late last year. I'm shocked and devastated.

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Hello @Former-Member

you just want to go in and fix it.-- I know totally what you mean , sometimes you can tell them over and over but they are the ones that need to see it

totally ignored or my feelings were completely discounted. -- I am sorry to hear that happened my friend , when I am not feeling well and I am super sensitive my mind goes into overdrive --

And I just read that someone I really really look up to passed away late last year. I'm shocked and devastated. -- soo sorry @Former-Member, that would of been a shock

My cousin died at 52 and she was like a sister to me , we were sooo close , the day after she died , my other cousin texted me to say she passed away and also we were not invited to the furneral

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