TheVorticonSenior Contributor
Angry and alone
Hi. I know I should write some sort of intro but just don't really know what there is to say.
I'm feeling angry and alone and like there's no one who cares.
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Angry and alone
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CheerBearSenior Contributor
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😮 you crocheted @TheVorticon?!!! (I said that in my quietest whispering voice). I thought you were really kind of cool before I heard that but you just got waaaaay cooler 😎
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TheVorticonSenior Contributor
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Shhhhhhhhh @CheerBear even that's too loud haha! 😉 But yeah, I did some amigurumi. Couple of things still unfinished that I never got around to completing. So I have like... balls of wool and stuffing in the cupboard 😕 Not weird at all LOL
I kept breaking the hooks though. Dunno if that's normal, but I went through 2 small ones and 1 slightly bigger one due to excess bending load at the flat spot where they put the size info. I was also really slow at it. The thought of doing an entire blanket thingy like you're making... It'd take me forever. I saw a pic of yours and it looked awesome, same with the sea creatures you made 🙂
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CheerBearSenior Contributor
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Amigurumi - that you even know what that is. I'm just like this 😮! Thank you for comment about my blanket and creatures 🙂
I laughed hearing that you've broken hooks! I can't say I've ever done that but I use metal hooks so maybe it was the hooks. Yep, lets go with that!
My blanket has taken me about six months, which with my ridiculously short attention span (or more my sometimes way too big eagerness to try as many of every little new thing that looks fun), is basically forever. It's why I am so excited that it's nearly finished.
I keep pinning amazing pokemon amigurumi and think the next one I'll do will be a pokemon of some kind. Might have to start with something like an electrode though 😉 haha
I laughed hearing that you've broken hooks! I can't say I've ever done that but I use metal hooks so maybe it was the hooks. Yep, lets go with that!
My blanket has taken me about six months, which with my ridiculously short attention span (or more my sometimes way too big eagerness to try as many of every little new thing that looks fun), is basically forever. It's why I am so excited that it's nearly finished.
I keep pinning amazing pokemon amigurumi and think the next one I'll do will be a pokemon of some kind. Might have to start with something like an electrode though 😉 haha
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TheVorticonSenior Contributor
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LOL well my hooks were metal too... So um... Must've been a bad batch *cough cough* 😛
Ah wow 6 months, well it'll certainly be worth it when it's done 🙂
Some of those amigurumi things are insane. Post a pic if you end up doing a pokemon one! 😉 😄
Ah wow 6 months, well it'll certainly be worth it when it's done 🙂
Some of those amigurumi things are insane. Post a pic if you end up doing a pokemon one! 😉 😄
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TheVorticonSenior Contributor
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Not having a good night tonight. I need to go to bed before I make it worse, but not sure if I'm going to.
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TheVorticonSenior Contributor
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I really should've know better than this. Catchya later.
Edit: I'm sorry I don't know how to ask for help when I need it. I'm sorry I'm not worth knowing. I'm sorry that I'm fundamentally wrong. I'm sorry to the person I once was and that I'll never make them proud.
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TheVorticonSenior Contributor
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If anyone's interested, this morning is a little better in that at least I'm not still blubbering about not mattering to anyone and being alone. Still feel like no one cares how I'm doing. But I need to give up on that I guess.
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Phoenix_RisingSenior Contributor
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@TheVorticon I am on my phone so this is a super quick reply but I wanted you to know that it's ok to not know how to ask for help and also that I am super glad to know you. I am glad today has started a little brighter for you than yesterday ended.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Hi @TheVorticon It is nice to hear that you are feeling a little better today. Also wanted to let you know that I for one care.
I haven't been able to support or chat with many people here lately and I have not read much as I have had to concentrate on getting through each day myself but you are not alone and we do care for you and what is happening for you.
I know you find it difficult to ask for support or 'tag' anyone but please feel free to tag me in when you need to - and to sit in your lego corner anytime.
Zoe 
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TheVorticonSenior Contributor
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Thanks for stopping by and for the nice sentiments @Phoenix_Rising and @Zoe7.
Yeah I don't think I can do the whole tagging thing with that. It just doesn't sit right with me. Everyone's got their own stuff and it's no one else's responsibility to look at my stuff too if I'm being a sook. Sure it hurts a bit to try to reach out and catch tumbleweeds and wait for it to blow over or someone to wander past, but I just need to get used to it. Make an imaginary tumbleweed mate or something.
