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I think you told me about him @avant-garde . I'm sorry the role has gone to his head @avant-garde . I've seen that happen in the past and I tend to say to myself, Let God deal with it.

@tyme

I haven't really talked about Charming here, you may be thinking of Azariah, means well but sucks at it.

The young fellow who became a deacon @avant-garde ?

@tyme

Yeah, he isn't young though, he's 10 years my senior.

Azariah is hit and miss with me, he's seen as the mental health guy in our church but has little regard for boundaries and has breached my confidentiality multiple times.

Charming is more like a brother, he's one of my emergency contacts for a reason.

I think in the second service I'm going to apologise for whatever it was that I said that seemed to upset him, while also enforcing my boundaries in asking questions and standing in what I believe is best for me.

I don't need a parent or a deacon that tells me what to do because that's not going to help me, I need someone who has the capacity to understand and ability to concede when necessary.

If I don't do this, I'm looking at another seizure come Saturday for not feeling heard in control or safe

Totally makes sense @avant-garde .

It's important to maintain those boundaries.

Please look after yourself. I wont' disturb you if you are in your second session now. Message whenever you are free.

@tyme

It's not for another 2 hours

I'm doing a jigsaw puzzle and about to make coffee. I have just over a week to finish it as I'm giving it to a friend of mine on the 2nd.

I think tonights poem is going to be about hidden pride when pushing help

How many pieces in the puzzle?

Do you have far to travel for church? @avant-garde

Hidden pride is so dangerous...

@tyme

About 20 minutes, but I got all green lights and a few idiots.

Puzzle is 1000 piece, biggest I've done in a while

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@tyme

About 20 minutes, but I got all green lights and a few idiots.

Hahahaha @avant-garde lol. You make me laugh.

I get frustrated with puzzles. But I have to say I like those wooden ones.

@tyme

I've filled in the small gaps since then