Running

@MissGremlin

It didn't sound too harsh or angry?

@avant-garde i don't think so sweet.

@Jynx

Why is it with you that my walls fall down and the need to hold it all back disappears

Hmm... @avant-garde consistency and the trust we've built by working gently through small ruptures to our working relationship come to mind. I am glad that there's a sense of safety you feel hun. Maybe it's something for reflection - what is it about the quality of this relationship that you would value or want to nurture in other relationships in your life?

Also - Hello! Good to be back - saw you and Dreamy were counting down to the return of the peer team which certainly warmed my soul!

@Jynx

It was a reflection on how I feel now... that I got the notification and I hadn't realised how much I'd been holding but I started crying with relief

Shows just how powerful our connections with others are @avant-garde - I'm sorry that you've felt that you had to hold onto stuff, even if it wasn't a conscious choice.

What's coming up for you, anything you feel you need to get off your chest?

@Jynx

The biggest thing is where I am...

I didn't tell anyone about the historical ties I have to this place...

I'm on holiday and there's a particular collection I have of coins and this place was on the list...

Although this was one of my dad's favourite destinations for me...

In 3 days it'll be done though and I'll be going home to my cat

Sounds like a journey rife with very complex emotions @avant-garde - any feelings in particular stand out for you?

Aww yay, I always miss my kitties so much whenever I'm away, I'm sure if yours could count, they'd be counting down the days!!

Is it a new kitty or am I literally that forgetful?

@Jynx

Disgust mainly with some fear thrown in

Ebony is my only cat, she'll be fine, you are that forgetful though

She's the black one that I take photos of... let's see if i can find one...

Yes her eye is fine, she's recovered from her cold and the hair is growing back

@avant-garde how you travelling today hun? Shaken off the vibes from yesterday I hope?

lol I am notoriously forgetful, even amongst my ND friends... I do apologise if it ever makes you (or anyone else here) feel like I don't care! I believe I often frustrate the people in my life with how easily I forget things 😅 But I assure you it's never personal.

Ebony is a sweetheart!! Little void cat, oh I adore her! 😻