Running

@Ru-bee

I feel sick

It was 2017 and the church I was in was forcing me to spend time with my family

I started being honest with my experiences again

They wouldn't listen to me

This person listened to me

And took advantage of it

I'm so sorry that this person took advantage of you when you were needing care and to be heard @avant-garde

I am mindful of how painful this topic and these memories must be, have you been able to talk to any in-person supports about how this is surfacing for you at the moment?

@Ru-bee

Considering calling blue knot

In person though is difficult this time of year, my therapist is on leave and my case manager is away

My peer group broke up for the year yesterday

My church doesn't know how to help

Talking to Blueknot sounds like a good idea @avant-garde and a way to get you some support right now. Of course we're here too, always, but I want to make sure you're getting as much care and support to help you through right now 💜

@Ru-bee

Not trying to fob me off then?

It's okay not to know. @avant-garde

If anything does come to your mind though, please don't hesitate to to let me know. I ask because I want to help as much as possible. 💛

Never @avant-garde 💜

It's an "as well" suggestion, rather than "instead of". If this is a hard time let's get you connected with as many supports that you feel may be helpful, including the forums

@Ru-bee

It's overwhelming and a lot going through my head

It's the stupid memory the ai hacker tapped into

Ah, I understand @avant-garde

I'm glad you're reaching out for support, and I hope you do feel the support from us here