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@ENKELI

She's part of my craft group and so I'm familiar with her and sit on the opposite side of the room because she doesn't have a volume control or mute button either and talks VERY inappropriately so the entire group can hear

She makes me sick, yet I'm the one who gets in trouble when I call her out.

@avant-garde the same thing happens to me.I'm the one who gets called out if I speak up.

I used to be a really confident person but a combination of bullying work bosses and ex friend took that away from me.

I don't socialise anymore, I'm too worried that I'll be judged.

It sucks when the only option is to put up and shut up.

Hey @ENKELI?

Am I too hard to love?

Hi @ArraDreaming

@ArraDreaming

I feel like a piece of toilet paper stuck to someone's shoe

How are you

@avant-garde no sweetheart, I find you very easy to love. I know it's different to an in person relationship but I think you are quite lovable. You have many great traits that some people I know in real life don't have.

You are honest, show consideration, vulnerable at times, strong at times.

I often think I might be too needy sometimes, this is not something that I feel you have to worry about. You are definitely not needy.

@ArraDreaming hey Arra, how are you going? How's the family?

@ENKELI

Why is it some people find me too difficult or inconvenient to love?

It hurts you know, it hurts what Gretel did, what she keeps doing, like what she says is best and there's no wiggle room

https://saneforums.org/t5/Social-space/Morning-Check-In/m-p/1742746/highlight/true#M480023