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@avant-garde sure thing, do you have something blue near you that you can describe to me in detail?

@rav3n

I called blue knot, we talked a bit about jigsaw puzzles and I cried a lot.

@avant-garde i'm glad you reached out to them, do you feel a lil more grounded after that?

out of curiousity, did you call blue knot because that was your 'something blue' or was that just a mere coincidence?

@rav3n

No, I actually didn't realise you had chosen a specific colour, my eyes glazed over that word

Yes I did feel more grounded and validated after talking to them

I I I had a... well... friend...

She came over this morning to help me sort out my place... said she said I I I shouldn't have to do this on my own...

it it it felt like she disapproved of my defences... my safety net... like throwing a kid in the ocean and saying swim before they're even taught...

@Jynx

Welcome back

Thank you @avant-garde!! Good to be back, I missed you all so much 💜

How have things been in your world?

@Jynx

You missed the whole hospital saga!

I'm sorry about your grandma passing away, I know how hard that can be

Oh my stars @avant-garde hope you're okay?! Feel free to tag me in places/retell the story here and I can catch up on the whole shebang on Friday?

Thank you hun, really appreciate it. Solidarity hugs

(づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

Hope you're doing okay hun - lovely to hear from you 💜

@Jynx

It'll be good to write the whole thing out, something I keep trying to do.

I sung in front of my church tonight... yep that happened... terrifying as it was apparently nobody noticed me shaking