Running

@Jynx

Still have to pack though, do just want to be invisible

Hard when life's responsibilities tug on your needs hey @avant-garde - like your need for safe shelter means you gotta pack, but your need for emotional safety is telling you to hide. It's tough 🥺

@Jynx

Gradually getting through today's goal... the wardrobe...

@avant-garde nice! I dunno about you but packing always feels a little like an emotional mine-field... how was the process?

@Jynx

I've been doing it all week and yeah, emotional minefield is an appropriate term.

Not finished packing though

@avant-garde deadlines make it hard hey, no time to process THESE feelings, guess I'll pop em right on into the boxes...

How are you faring? Hope you're giving yourself plenty of breaks and finding some silly or wholesome along the way 🤞

@Jynx

I'm not faring that great... my case manager has been on leave the last week and that certainly hasn't helped

@avant-garde oh wow, that's a lot to be managing on lower support. If they were around, what do you think they'd be saying or doing to help?

@Jynx

She'd be hearing me and checking in and telling me how great I'm doing and how I'm not the only one who has gone through this and felt like this, but that we, together, would get through this

@avant-garde aww she sounds like a gem!

You're definitely not alone!! I can imagine it's a pretty common experience for those of us with complex trauma to find it challenging to engage in a process like this. Add in the complexities of how many challenges you've faced in your housing, and it's a humongous undertaking! To be tackling it on your own is a feat, for sure. I mean I'm there in spirit!! Much as I can be - with hugs a-plenty, if you want em 💜