Running

@Ru-bee

There's nothing tasty about how I'm feeling

Sugar

Honey

Iced

Tea

and

"flipping dandy"

OH @avant-garde went right over my head!

Do you want to talk about it? I am finishing up around 8 but I'm all ears until then

@Ru-bee

I feel like nobody has time for me, I'm too difficult, too much, nobody cares enough.

I'm processing 10 different triggers and nobody has time for me, they're too busy to care and too busy to help

What would be helpful at this time @avant-garde ?

It sounds incredibly hard. I'm sorry you feel no one has time for you.

@tyme

I just need someone to hear me

That's hard @avant-garde that sounds like a lonely place to be.

To be clear, none of us here think that you're too difficult or too much and I'm really sorry that you're feeling that right now 💜

I'm here if you that helps @avant-garde . I'm here to listen.

@tyme

I don't even know where to start it's so much.

The biggest thing though is I'm missing having that family around me, people to care when I'm hurting or sick.

Hearing you @avant-garde

@tyme

I had a tooth removed last week and the support around me was a mess.

I've been through so much with my teeth that I had to be orally sedated to get it removed after having multiple traumatic extractions since I was 18 and I get told I don't need support, I can do it on my own, I can wait for the sedation to wear off on my own, I can deal with the emotional fallout on my own. I ask for help and get told I can do it on my own, I don't need help.

What about when I have surgery next year? Will I be on my own then too? Because that plays on my mind.