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Ohhh @avant-garde ,

Thanks for clarifying. That's such a bummer.

Sometimes when things like this happens, I leave it to God and say that if it works out, then good, but if it doesn't, God must have something better.

Does that thinking help?

@tyme not yet

It will eventually, but that falls more in the "help" camp than the "heard" camp right now. Most of the time I just need to feel like I'm not alone in this, that it's completely normal for me to be shocked right now.

To sit with me instead of trying to pull me forward, if that makes sense

Totally hear you @avant-garde

Hugs. Thank you for your honesty, transparency and resilience.

*runs to @Jynx crying*

@avant-garde *scoops you into hug*

Aww hun it's gonna be ok, I gotchu

@Jynx I'm not liking all this change right now, it's too hard

@avant-garde aye change is always extra rough for those of us with trauma history hey. What sorts of changes are you managing atm?

@Jynx

1. Social worker
2. Friday art class
3. Only female neighbour moved out

Then let's throw in the stupid quacking card from last year's abuser

And it's my younger brothers birthday tomorrow

So yes I'm flipping dandelions

@avant-garde oh gosh yeah that's a lot!! 'Flipping dandelions' haha haven't heard that one before but paints an image!!

Ach hun, it is rough having so many big disruptions and things to emotionally process. Can only take it one step at a time, ay. Alas.

Hugs hun 🫂🫂

I wish people understood @Jynx it hurts so much when they don't, it hurts when they don't see what I see and choose to give the benefit of the doubt when I see the signs so clearly...