Hi @Appleblossom
Sounds lovely re good chats and good people around, u must be very friendly and open
It is great that u have fun activities lined up to look forward to. And I would also love the forest setting, it is great u get to go.
@TAB footware is a thing that annoys me as well, I can never find comfy shoes and am always between sizes. I wear square toed boots a lot with a heel, and don't have runners. I'm super unfit as well.
In hospital I wear kmart crossover slippers, which were maybe 8 dollars? I felt guilty how cheap they were haha.
@maddison nice u stuck around. Online is so different and I wander sometimes how much it is ok to share. But we trust and try together, I guess.
Re what u wrote earlier about living alone vs with Ur housemate, thank u for sharing, can see how it's only in minority of times that Ur hm doesn't trust u due to what he experiences. It made me think of how every so often I get upset at my friend for not understanding what it's like for me, but it's more that I just feel so heavy in myself and that no one can get me. It's not really about her. It is nice that u see Ur house mate as who he is most of the time.
My Dr seemed to be trying to say he wants to help me and he cares. I told him I had a standard for my care, I want to not feel like I have no rights. A recent incident made me feel like he's too busy and I don't matter. It hurt.
He said that the reality is there aren't appointments for the next few months but he himself went into the books and made me appointments all through 2023 so it doesn't happen again.
