Hello @EternalFlower @Appleblossom @Oaktree
A quiet hello to Tonys. I think that he is meant to be resting more as he is supposed to be rehabilitating. Just imagine every time a forum member writes to him his laptop going ping.
@EternalFlower I think that you manage quite well with some apathetic people who are meant to be "support" workers.
Remember your intuition and be guided by when to remain silent to get "anything" out of the worker.
When to do your own thing. You can always switch off when they are talking sing your favourite song or take notice of something nearby.
Remind yourself that you are the more intelligent person. You would not treat others like that. You are the expert of you. No matter how indifferent you are. You too can play their game. Outfox them.
Then when they are gone work out which staff you can talk to.
You also talk on here by writing.
You have the helplines.
You have your new home which will take time to settle into. That is the way it is for everyone.
Have your favourite things in sight for when you first walk in the door.
Have something comforting near your bed.
Have your favourite music sorted to listen to.
Try to remember what last made you laugh.
Then try to remember what you said or wrote that made someone else laugh.
I am feeling a bit better than I have been, Eternal.
Life keeps on throwing up at me. That is life. I either step over the throw up or clean it up now.
Some days I rest because I have little energy. Other days I try to at least notice something different or do something different no matter how small.
My garden, nature helps me the most. I talk to the birds and the butterflies. I notice new flowers..
What can you see in nature close to your new home. Trees? Flowers? There were clouds here today.
I love the clouds and the different shapes.
Thank you for asking after me lovely lady.
You have your friends checking in on you when they can.
That tells you how important you are.
Remember that.
Hugs and take care
Sophia
