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Having a hard time

Fluttershy1Senior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 12:28 pm AEDT

Having a hard time

Hiya,

Things have been really hard of recent I've been in and out of hospital for my physical and mental health, things just seem to be getting harder. Days are getting longer.
I've been getting changes in my support team... Things are becoming new again, more supports because of my SI attempts *Im safe*

My physical health is declining causing me to be in and out of hospital more.

I'm trying to stay strong but it's hard, things keep going upside down when I'm sort of getting better.

I just wish it could be eaiser not harder. I'm over going to and from hospital.

I've been disassociating a lot, finding it really hard to stay present, when I can stay present it isn't for long. I just wish I could be better.

I'm safe 🦋

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor01 May 2021, 5:31 pm AEST

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Hiya @Dani1981 @Anastasia @florenceforty @Shaz51 @outlander @Lee82 @Bellarose75 @BabyDragon @Eve7 @greenpea @Snowie @Zoe7 @Emelia8 @BPDSurvivor @jem80 @Bill16 @Meowmy and anyone else passing by.

Things have been like a rollercoaster lately I got a sinus infection and my MH hasn't been great lately. Trying to stay positive is sorta hard, my thoughts and emotions have not been stable.

Issues with the family are back again just because I did something that they don't agree with and they still don't believe my MH issues.

I've been pretty quiet lately.

Am safe, just struggling...

take care🧸

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor02 May 2021, 12:03 pm AEST

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Hi @MDT @NatureLover @outlander @Ant7.

hope you are all well.
Is anyone around to chat

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MDTSenior Contributor02 May 2021, 12:17 pm AEST

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Hi @Fluttershy1
Its nice to see you

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor02 May 2021, 12:46 pm AEST

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Hi @MDT,

how are you My friend

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MDTSenior Contributor02 May 2021, 3:00 pm AEST

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Not great @Fluttershy1

Tomorrow I will be working at a place that I'm pretty sure don't like me. So I expect I'll be treated terribly. But I am just psyching myself up to prepare for that. I expect it will be a long day

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor02 May 2021, 3:49 pm AEST

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@MDT - I'm really sorry that you feel that way

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MDTSenior Contributor02 May 2021, 4:44 pm AEST

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Thank you @Fluttershy1
I have just been to gym which should help me sleep better so I am ready for whatver crap is thrown at me

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor02 May 2021, 5:05 pm AEST

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I'm feeling pretty flat myself @MDT

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MDTSenior Contributor02 May 2021, 5:06 pm AEST

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Sorry to hear that @Fluttershy1

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor02 May 2021, 5:12 pm AEST

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I feel so lost and upset right now I just wish I could explain it. I feel like it never ends. I feel emotional nearly everyday.

Family have been really judgemental about my mental health and not being understanding at all which is really upsetting me, I hardly hear from my own dad as it is. I just feel really disconnected from my family. They don't understand.
Mum wants me to be her mums full time Carer and I don't think I could do that because it's already stressful for me as it is.

I feel so alone, numb, empty.

I wish I could tell someone I trust but I can't😭😭

why me why me 😭😭😭

@MDT @Shaz51 @BPDSurvivor

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