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Having a hard time

Fluttershy1Senior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 12:28 pm AEDT

Having a hard time

Hiya,

Things have been really hard of recent I've been in and out of hospital for my physical and mental health, things just seem to be getting harder. Days are getting longer.
I've been getting changes in my support team... Things are becoming new again, more supports because of my SI attempts *Im safe*

My physical health is declining causing me to be in and out of hospital more.

I'm trying to stay strong but it's hard, things keep going upside down when I'm sort of getting better.

I just wish it could be eaiser not harder. I'm over going to and from hospital.

I've been disassociating a lot, finding it really hard to stay present, when I can stay present it isn't for long. I just wish I could be better.

I'm safe 🦋

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 9:13 am AEDT

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@Snowie - got some sleep but I'm still tired. Did you see my big rant post last night

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SnowieSenior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 9:19 am AEDT

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Hi @Fluttershy1

I did see your post from last night.

I'm sorry that your family isn't supportive of you. It is hard when we don't have supports around us and even harder when they don't believe us.

Take care of yourself today hon, you are important to us here.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 9:23 am AEDT

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@Snowie - can you stay and chat?

Feeling lost

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SnowieSenior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 9:29 am AEDT

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I can for awhile @Fluttershy1

Have to go up the street later, pick D up from work and do some ironing.

But for now I will gladly stay and chat hun.

What are your plans for today?

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 9:31 am AEDT

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Not a lot to be honest. I'm not feeling to great mentally so I'm still curled up in bed. Things are not so good right now.
Am safe

@Snowie

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SnowieSenior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 9:35 am AEDT

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Glad you are safe @Fluttershy1

A nice quiet day sounds ok to me hon. I hope you are able to rest and even have an afternoon nap if you can/want.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 9:37 am AEDT

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@Snowie - I feel stuck, I lost myself.

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SnowieSenior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 9:43 am AEDT

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It is ok to feel stuck at times hon @Fluttershy1

I feel that way at time too.

Is there something you can do to help yourself today.

Have you got anything to play with or to do

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 9:47 am AEDT

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I don't know at the moment. Feeling numb.
@Snowie

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 9:57 am AEDT

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Hi @MDT - hope your well

@Peregrinefalcon - am safe just not coping

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