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Having a hard time

Fluttershy1Senior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 12:28 pm AEDT

Having a hard time

Hiya,

Things have been really hard of recent I've been in and out of hospital for my physical and mental health, things just seem to be getting harder. Days are getting longer.
I've been getting changes in my support team... Things are becoming new again, more supports because of my SI attempts *Im safe*

My physical health is declining causing me to be in and out of hospital more.

I'm trying to stay strong but it's hard, things keep going upside down when I'm sort of getting better.

I just wish it could be eaiser not harder. I'm over going to and from hospital.

I've been disassociating a lot, finding it really hard to stay present, when I can stay present it isn't for long. I just wish I could be better.

I'm safe 🦋

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SnowieSenior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 10:03 am AEDT

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I don't have many answers for you hon @Fluttershy1

Feeling numb sometimes stops our pain.

Sitting here with you.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 10:05 am AEDT

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@Snowie - I feel like a mess today... wish things could be better.
It's windy and cold where I am aswell

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SnowieSenior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 10:08 am AEDT

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All we can do @Fluttershy1 is cope with what is happening to us.

You are showing lots of strength doing that. You made it through yesterday so will make it through today too.

Cold and wet here too today, much different to yesterday.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 10:10 am AEDT

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@Snowie - horrible weather, stay at home weather I say, I'm curled up in bed crying. I lost myself

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SnowieSenior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 10:23 am AEDT

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Curled up in bed sounds good to me @Fluttershy1

I'm just laying on the couch with the dog watching tv.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 10:24 am AEDT

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@Snowie - nice, I feel really flat

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SnowieSenior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 10:29 am AEDT

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Sorry you feel flat hun @Fluttershy1

Will be back soon, just got to go help Son do a few things.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 10:35 am AEDT

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Okie @Snowie

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Lee82Senior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 5:29 pm AEDT

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Oh beautiful @Fluttershy1 I am so sorry to hear what's been going on for you. My heart hurts for you hun. None of what's going on is fair at all. You deserve so much more and I wish I could be there to give you support and a shoulder and whatever it is you need.
you are loved and cared about here hun by so many. I really and truly hope things get better soon and that your family realises just how special you are and beautiful and just how far a little understanding can go.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor21 Mar 2021, 5:52 pm AEDT

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@Lee82 - can today get any worse? I'm crumbing, trying to hold the tears back. I'm just getting judged. Am safe

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