Is anyone able to help?

@Shaz51 @Maggie @chibam @Owlunar @greenpea and all others - especially those who may have had similar experiences: is ANYONE able to help us? To bring total cure - or is therapy just a RUSE - a merry-go-round of medication and dosage changes, costly consultations - year in, year out, unnecessary or incorrect diagnoses and no improvement? We are not supposed to be treated - we are supposed to be CURED - rendering further treatment unnecessary!

For me - I had been completely cured - and then my psychiatrist brutally abandoned me after promising friendship - throwing me under the bus. He cured my Depression and undid the damage to my personality - then destroyed me. Who does that?

How mentally ill are psychiatrists? I don't recall if I mentioned it earlier - but I saw another psychiatrist for two consultations to try to understand and come to terms with this abandonment but he thought it funny - what men do to women - and how clever my ex-psychiatrist was - a master of deception! One of the guys! And they all have each other's back.

I know we have to help ourselves but I've been doing that and everything just keeps closing in on me. I can't see my way clear.

What do you do when your ex-psychiatrist isolated you so that you were completely dependent on him, and then when he abandoned you after following his advice and instructions to the letter - ruining your life - is still the one you turn to help you understand why he did this?

Despite being retired for quite some time, he still has a website and I STILL e-mail him from time to time trying to get him to take responsibility for destroying my life and help me to understand - is he REALLY a narcissist? Did he REALLY do such a malicious thing to a trusting and vulnerable patient intentionally? Of course, he doesn't reply. I expect he collects my e-mails to show what a nuisance I am - such a difficult case! Probably tells his wife - it's her again - see how lucky you are to have me, wife? I guess this is definitely a Trauma Bond.

Can anyone help me?