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My Mosaic

BowSenior Contributor

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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WintersweetSenior Contributor

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@Bow

Ah, I’m sorry. I’m proud of you for trying to reach out. Sending you all the care and compassion. 💛

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BowSenior Contributor

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my heart is pounding tonight. feeling so distressed and need my thoughts to slow down. I’m in bed and wrapped up tight in my favourite blanket but it’s really not feeling ok. Just wish i wasn’t so alone- that’s what I need and some reassurance

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Eve7Senior Contributor

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I hope today is better for you @Bow 

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BowSenior Contributor

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Why’s it gotta be so bloody hard all the time?? I went back to bed this morning after D went to school was just so tired. I slept til midday. But while I was asleep the same random SW turns up at my door unannounced again! I told her the other day not to do that. Apparently she was going to call after lunch. I was getting anxious, I desperately need some proper support, like someone here in person, but I know I’m not going to get that. I messaged my old SW asked her if she knew what was going on- she said the manager would call.

Urgh.

im so angry. So so angry. I’m basically lumped with this random woman, having to start all over again for fuck sake I’m so angry I’m just over it all it’s all pointless no one gives a shit anymore. She didn’t even care when I told her what I nearly did the other day and want to still do

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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Hey @Bow Sounds like a tough day

I'm sorry it is going this way.

Hi also @Wintersweet I hope today has gone ok

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BowSenior Contributor

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Got a headache now @Snowie

how are you?

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WintersweetSenior Contributor

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@Bow

I’m so sorry. It would be really destabilising to have to start over, and really heavy to have people not show the care that they should for your safety. I think anyone would feel angry in your position. You matter to me and I’m also upset that they haven’t supported you the way you need.

@Snowie

Hi to you too, hoping today has gone ok for you too.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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Thats no good @Bow Would anything help?

I'm ok. Not much done today. Have no desire to do anything.

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BowSenior Contributor

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Honestly don’t know what to do @Wintersweet I’m finding it very challenging to fight against the thoughts in my head. And now it’s the weekend.

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BowSenior Contributor

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Been about the same today too @Snowie done nothing but sleep and sit on the couch. Would of gone back to bed if I could

plans for tomorrow?

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