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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Nowhere @tyme tired of caring tired of fighting I don’t matter

nothing that you want to hear sorry not recovery focus so you can just delete this [edited by moderator]

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No, I'm not deleting your post, but I did edit out the last part.

I'm sorry you feel this way at the moment. I'm mindful that nothing I say will probably make these feelings go away.

I just hope you find a little bit of care - enough to reach out if you need it on

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Or if unsafe, 000.

The choice is absolutely yours.

We're here to walk alongside you. @Bow

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Probably not but thanks @tyme

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That's totally okay. Whenever you're ready. There's no rush at all. It's important you feel ready. @Bow

You know we are here for you.

If you feel there is anything we can do on the forums to make it easier, please let us know. Even if it is company or distraction.

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Hi @Bow

Just wanted to leave some 💗💗 for you hon.

Know that I'm here for you and thinking of you.

Hoping today is at least a little better.

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I’ve had a shit of a day. Spent half the night on the bathroom floor again. Own fault. Stupidity. But also utter desperation.

I feel completely abandoned, betrayed, forgotten about and let down again, by a system that is suppose to care for and protect me. I am so angry.

I eventually spoke with my SW this afternoon. She was proud of me for standing up for myself yesterday, but was sad that it had come to that. She is just as disappointed in the system. She made me go over my safety plan with her cause I’m not feeling safe at the moment. It is a real struggle. she said she wants to talk to me Monday morning when she gets to work.

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Hey @Bow here with you. I'm glad you were able to see your SW this afternoon.

Is there anything we can do to support you with your safety plan?

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Your probably gone now @Ru-bee 😩

but I would of really appreciated some company and some help recognizing when I need to do something

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Not gone just yet, but I am heading off soon @Bow but others will be around

Wanted to pop in and say goodbye before heading off for the weekend, take care and keep connected here if its helpful 💜

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Hey @Bow

Can't offer much but can stick around for awhile to keep you company

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