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I can't anymore..

I can't anymore..

Hey all. First timer.. long story shortish. 28 years old.

First attempt at 10yo.

Starting punishing self started about 12yo.

Eating and body issues around same time.

Been with boyfriend Damn over 10 years.

He has lived thru 4 more attempts, depression, not eating etc for that long.

I still don't eat really always depressed he accepts.

Been to hospital twice past 2 months (coworkers called, lifeline called)

Discharged myself in under hour.

I am wanting advice on how to get help when I'm unwilling to ask in person?

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@Rothman Sometimes the tagging system plays up, and we don’t get notifications.

We do care. I hope you are ok enough.

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@Maggie boyfriend had a meeting at work this morning. Factory shuts down in 4 weeks, everyone is fired. He was financial lifeline. They made everyone sign a don't go to the media thing. Seriously? What the hell??? Also not okay been.. I lost myself?

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@Rothman Oh no. That’s bad at any time, but this time of year is, or seems to be, worse.

Are you able to get Centrelink help ? The signed agreement sounds dodgy.

I understand how you feel you have lost yourself, I’m sorry.

I’ll tag a few other members so we can support you as best we can.

Always ready and willing to listen.

@Anastasia @Emelia8 @oceangirl @Eve7 @Snowie @Judi9877

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Thanks @Maggie 🤗❣️💞

Hi @Rothman nice to meet you. I read your story. I'm sorry. I'd love to get to know you and support you. Off to get my hair done for now but I do hope your day has some light in it 🙏🤗💞

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Hi @Rothman

I am sorry you and your boyfriend are going through all of this, especially as we come up to the holiday season.

Here with you to support you in every way we can

💛💛

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Thank you to everyone's kind words and support. It just seems every couple years life cripples us. (Death of his parents, fine for few years then my rock bottom with eating and attempts then fine few years. Death of my best friend.. then fine few years. then homeless.. few years later.. "Hey I'm the universe here to remind you I hate you!!" Sick of it lol

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@Rothman That’s a lot to deal with. It takes its toll. I understand you being sick of it.

We are all here listening, Sending 💕💕💕

I’m watching Doc Martin. Lol. Take care.

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I think eating demons are back

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@Myboy @Emelia8 @oceangirl @Eve7 @Snowie @Judi9877 @Maggie

Can't get into rothman acct I'm dumb I'm I dunno carve fat thighs arms recently I dunno diagnosed bpd dunno

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Hi @Strange

Here and listening...

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