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I can't anymore..

RothmanSenior Contributor27 July 2020, 4:39 pm AEST

I can't anymore..

Hey all. First timer.. long story shortish. 28 years old.

First attempt at 10yo.

Starting punishing self started about 12yo.

Eating and body issues around same time.

Been with boyfriend Damn over 10 years.

He has lived thru 4 more attempts, depression, not eating etc for that long.

I still don't eat really always depressed he accepts.

Been to hospital twice past 2 months (coworkers called, lifeline called)

Discharged myself in under hour.

I am wanting advice on how to get help when I'm unwilling to ask in person?

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor27 July 2020, 5:33 pm AEST

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Hey @Rothman
I hear your pain. Sounds like you've been through a lot.
Do you have any support apart from your boyfriend?

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RothmanSenior Contributor27 July 2020, 5:42 pm AEST

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Not really.. he's fed up with my.. stuff. He's dealt with it for so long he just either makes fun of the issues, ignores it, gets angry.. he can't really support me as he knows I refuse help. but this time, he seems to be full on ignoring/avoiding said issues. He went to work morning after lifeline called ambulance.. Sorry I ramble

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RothmanSenior Contributor27 July 2020, 5:44 pm AEST

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No family or friends. Coworkers refuse to talk to me about issues.

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MaggieSenior Contributor28 July 2020, 5:24 am AEST

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@Rothman Welcome to the forums.

I’m sorry things are so tough for you, and have been for a very long time.

Are you seeing a psych. ?

Sane have helplines that might be helpful.

You are welcome to join in other conversations around the forums. Sometimes finding support from others who understand can help.

Take care.

@The-red-centaur 👋🏻👋🏻💙💙

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor28 July 2020, 8:20 am AEST

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@Rothman how are you today?

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RothmanSenior Contributor28 July 2020, 5:17 pm AEST

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Hey Maggie, no I'm not seeing any psych/counseling. I will most definitely join in other threads if I have the courage to join in, thank you 🙂

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RothmanSenior Contributor28 July 2020, 5:21 pm AEST

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Hey! Still.. head spacey? Getting through.. howre you?

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RothmanSenior Contributor28 July 2020, 9:17 pm AEST

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😞

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JynxModerator28 July 2020, 9:31 pm AEST

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Hey @Rothman - Welcome to the forums

Just so you know, if you want to interact with another forum member directly, you can put an @ symbol next to their name so they'll get a notification.

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chibamSenior Contributor29 July 2020, 4:19 am AEST

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Hi @Rothman ! Sorry to hear things are so rough for you.

You ask about "help". Can you be more specific about what sort of help your looking for?

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