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I can't anymore..

RothmanSenior Contributor

I can't anymore..

Hey all. First timer.. long story shortish. 28 years old.

First attempt at 10yo.

Starting punishing self started about 12yo.

Eating and body issues around same time.

Been with boyfriend Damn over 10 years.

He has lived thru 4 more attempts, depression, not eating etc for that long.

I still don't eat really always depressed he accepts.

Been to hospital twice past 2 months (coworkers called, lifeline called)

Discharged myself in under hour.

I am wanting advice on how to get help when I'm unwilling to ask in person?

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StrangeContributor

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@Snowie don't know what acct I'm in I feel so lost

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@Maggie @Anastasia @Anastasia @Anon4 @anyone

This is rothman. I lost self and can't for the life of me get back into that account.. I just hate life I dunno

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor

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It's ok @Strange it's not easy x

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MaggieSenior Contributor

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@Strange Just caught up.

Sorry it’s so rough at the moment. Is it the time of year, plus everything ?

Holiday Hangout Zone! is a new thread you might like to catch a few others in the same boat.

Hearing how hard it is. 💙💙

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Unknown userMember

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Hey there @Strange, Sorry to hear you're feeling distressed and having trouble with your account. You can email us at team@saneforums.org with your account issue and we will try to help.

Take care,

Sphinxly 🐣

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StrangeContributor

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@Anastasia @Snowie @Maggie no it's just.. I've never resolved any issues since when did I start this? (I'm rothman btw) and I just.. I can't anymore. I have kinda dedicated myself to after xmas/new year cause I don't want bad/depressing memories/representing? Boy or old man.. Gotta wait time it right.. And they know it too lol!! I've told them, I write, carve, starve.. I am honest with them how I don't want to be here, I've done what y'all said. I talked to them. I can't gp alone. I literally get told to deal myself. Or, when I have a real bad day, to shut up. They won't listen. Won't help. I Don't get support? Family and coworker..

I honestly think they either don't understand the.. decline (since they've both dealt over ten years, fed up?) Or don't care I dunno

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Hey @Strange,

Sorry you're feeling alone with your struggles. I'm concerned about your wellbeing this evening so i'm going to check in via email. Keep an eye out 🙂

Kindly,

Sphinxly 🐣

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StrangeContributor

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Kay

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@Former-Member @Maggie @Anastasia @Snowie

Anyone i Dunno I dunno

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Eve7Senior Contributor

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I’m listening @Strange

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