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I'm so sorry my love. I had a pretty bad night last night and this morning. Lucky I have Mum and her partner here. They were able to look after my boys while I took some time for myself to calm down and control the emotions.
i am so glad you were able to have a good nights sleep beautiful and even better that it was in your bed.
I will keep you updated as the day goes on hun but I am feeling a little better just feeling extremely anxious for some reason.
love you 3000
@Former-Member

hi to all my forum friends. I am not the best today. Hope your day is a good day for all. Keeping you all in my heart.

@Emelia8 @Zoe7 @Eve7 @outlander @Anastasia @Bunniekins

Sweetie, go easy on yourself. You have been doing a fabulous job with all that you guys have been doing since you got to the Gold Coast it's been non stop. Just take sometime to be still and be quiet and just breathe. You are safe, you are loved and you are ok. Just sit with it acknowledge how much you have been out of your comfort zone but also acknowledge how well you have coped and how much you have had.

Sitting with you, keeping you in my heart always @Lee82

Your body and mind are saying take a break @Lee82 , it's ok to listen to them. They do know best. After a rest you'll be ready to join in the fun again. So proud of you Mel. xxx

Sending you love and also to @Former-Member @Emelia8 @Zoe7 @Eve7 and everyone else here 👋❣️

Hey my beautiful Em, yes a decent sleep has helped a lot, although I must admit that I am ready to have a nap now. I am sure you have heard that our lockdown will end as scheduled tonight at 6pm with a few restrictions until the 21st. I am in love with cup turning at the moment and I will share a picture of what I have done for Anzac Day. I don't have anyone to give them to but I thought they where beautiful. I currently have four tumblers on the go, a purple one that will become a BTS cup for a friends daughter, a wine glass that already looks like it's going to be a fail, a mason jar glass that has one more step to go and a Samurai solider standing under a cheery blossom tree.

How are you going? Miss chatting with you my friend. Love you @Emelia8

Hey @Anastasia , hope you are feeling a little better today. Please rest and take care of you.

@Lee82 💖🌹

@Former-Member 🧡🌼

@Anastasia 💚🌸

I’d invite you over for a relaxing time by the pool but that’s a “no, no”. @Lee82

I hope you’re feeling a bit better now. It was a good idea to have a “day off” today.

My family just turned up as the boys want to go out on the JetSki S2 and Family are going up the river while S1 sleeps in front of the cricket.

Big kind love for you sweetie

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Oh @Former-Member ... they are all beautiful. My husband would love any one, or all, of them. Him being an ex military man, Anzac Day is a very big deal for him.

Yes I saw the news conference with the QLD Premier, and was relieved for all you QLDers that there was no further community spread from the UK virus strain which escaped from hotel quarantine via a cleaner.

I'm okay I guess @Former-Member , thanks for asking. I had a scan this afternoon, so thats all done now. Tomorrow morning I have my first radiation therapy session. 😵 Not looking forward to it, but I guess its one day closer to getting through it all and out the other side. Yes, I miss talking to you on a more frequent basis too my friend. Love you.

Emelia 💞

Thank you all for your wonderful support. It was so heart warming to read all the messages. I have just gotten out of bed and my boys have just gotten home from a day of fun. Mum took them all to meet the dolphins, pat them and took some photos with them. They are amazing and I am a little jealous as the dolphin is my absolute favourite animal ever. Wish I could post the pics of them on here for you all to see. But I will post just the one of the dolphin on its own.

I hope everyone's day was ok and that you all were about to find some sunshine in it.
@Former-Member @Emelia8 @Eve7 @Zoe7 @Anastasia

Despite not seeing the dolphins for yourself @Lee82 it sounds like you did just what you needed to care for yourself. Holidays can be tiring at the best of times but with all that you have been doing day and night it can wear you out even more.I hope this rest day will help for the rest if the week

Hot, hot, hot here today but still got a little done ...plenty of rests, water and cricket watching

How are you feeling tonight @Anastasia ? Have your test results back yet?