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Good morning @Former-Member, wishing you a peaceful and happy day 🌷xx

Good morning @Anastasia, Hoping you have a happy day🌻 xx

Pea, that pic you sent this morning is absolutely gorgeous. I could live there happily. Hoping your day is going well. Love you @Bunniekins

Dearest Mel, I am sorry that you had a lonely 30 hours without the support of your forum family when it was so greatly needed. It hurts to know that the monster is being so aggressive with you, I wish there was some way for you to be able to manage a little more until hospital. I knew there was a real chance that you where there and then of course my over reacting brain went straight to the worse of course, don't you hate it when your BBF danger button goes off and you can't do anything but wait and pray (even though I don't pray, I do when that button goes off) hoping endlessly that they didn't succeed. I missed you so much over the last 2 weeks, I still have very little energy and switching is crap. When it was Kimmy, Bear, Izzy, Kimberly and I it was ok as we worked well together to get through each day the best we could, but with new alters popping up like corn kernels all over the place it is hard and there is a process that we have to go through before any connection is made. We had a new 4 year old appear late last night and I will just say her behaviour and her demands of hubby where inappropriate for any child of any age. I have lost a lot of time between her, the 3 year old, Shadow and there seems to be a very shy, timid 20ish year old coming and going as well.

HMMMM birth giver, what can I say only that she is a piece of work that lady. I am so immensely proud of you for doing what you need to do so you can get the help you need. It would have sucked big time to have to sit with it though. You know if I was near you or knew you irl, I would be asking you to join me on my alcohol ban. You have no way of knowing how much concern I have for your life when you drink babe. After hospital it wouldn't be such a big issue but right now you are really rolling the dice of live or die when you drink. I know it's your choice and I have no choice but to respect that and I won't talk about it again but I love you and want you to be an old granny like me with grey hair, hearing aides and an outdated Iphone trying to message me to bring more wine when I get my wheelie walker moving.....

I am sorry the Mr9 is so unwell the poor little man, hopefully he gets better quickly. Is Mr13 itching to get back to school? How is Mr Boris? How are you holding up beautiful lady? I am listening to our play list we created back when we first started chatting here. Miss you every day honey, love always Nikki

@Lee82

Dear Outlander, I am sorry that I have not been able to keep up with your news and yes I know you understand and that I did the right thing by taking time out because I needed too. But I thought of you often when I was not around hoping that you where safe and doing as ok as you could. Sending you lots of love and some gentle mothering hugs your way. Nikki

@outlander

Thanks @outlander

struggling today so not many words but thinking of you everyday x

are you ok @Anastasia here for you if you want to talk xx

Hello and hugs @outlander , @Former-Member , @Schitzo , @Lee82