Darkness

So I find myself home alone for the first time in months and it's been about an hour and half and some thoughts are starting to creep back in😔 I am getting sleepy from my early start but want to keep working on my projects. I should be making the most out of the alone time.

I am here sitting with you babe. Please keep yourself safe hun. I wouldn't be a very good friend if I didn't notice these things babe. If you feel like you are Slipping h please reach out to me. I have my phone with me always. You can do this hun know you can. Remember our promise. I love you way too much to lose you babe. I need you in my life.
@Former-Member

It's that promise that I kepp thinking of when those thoughts come up babe. @Lee82

Love you 3000

Never apologise for not being around. You have yourself and your beautiful boy to worry about hun. I see that you always press the support button and that is more than enough. Thank you so much for offering your support know that I am always here for you too hun.
I can't believe you have already finished your first diamond api ting that is amazing. I am so glad you find it therapeutic.
much love to you my friend.
@Anastasia ❤️

Same here hun. I understand very much how hard those moments can be. You are the only person I have in my life as well as the rest of our forum family here and I don't know what I would do without you all.
I have booked a holiday for me and the boys in January to Queensland 😁😁 something I can look forward to. 😉😉

@Former-Member

You ok my love?

@Former-Member

Yes and no, but I am not in any danger sweetness. What are you doing? I didn't reply to your last message as it gives me a little to much hope and Shadow will not be pleased. @Lee82

I am having a cuppa with @Eve7 over on @outlander 's thread if you want to join us, if not I am happy to chat with you here. Love you so much

No that's ok. No need to respond. I am trying to do some housework but my motivation isn't very good at the moment. I keep having my episodes and my body is getting tired. I hate the feeling it makes me feel so dirty and disgusting

I would live to come have a cuppa with you guys. Can you just tag me in your next post and I will follow you over there.
@Former-Member

So here is a keepsake nice I am making for my nieces and nephews (only decided to add that this morning 😱) and the other is a sneak peak at the practice canvas for my special project so far.

@Lee82 @Anastasia

@Anastasia

That all sounds amazing @Former-Member

I am very much looking forward to seeing your works of art

@Lee82