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Oh honey. Firstly thank you for checking in and letting us know that you are as safe as you can be right now. The next 5 days for you is going to be really rough and exhausting and challenging so I hope you get through it ok hun. I am sending you all the strength I have left to help you through it. I will keep you in my thoughts and I will miss you terribly while you are away. Please remember our promise to each other during this time and never ever forget just how much you mean to me and how much I love you. I am still holding on to the hope that one day we will meet face to face.
you can do this hun. You are strong enough to get through it .

i love you with all my heart, always and forever my beautiful BFF

@Former-Member

My dearest @Former-Member .. thank you so much for checking in and updating us all.

I hope so very much that this very intense therapy commencing tomorrow, has a major benefit to you.

I know you will miss your friends here as you limit your time here, but it sounds like its for the best. And we all understand. Your needs and welfare must come first. So do what you're instructed to do, and give yourself the best chance of benefiting from this therapy. I know we will all miss you so very much while you are away or limiting your access to the forums. But I also know its for the best. Most definitely I will see you on the other side of this therapy.

I wait eagerly for that time, and hope the news is positive.

Take the very best care of yourselves that you know how. Missing you already. 🤗💕🌼

Emelia 🌸

Thinking of you my love!
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Good morning my fourm family, firstly thank you for your lovely messages @Lee82 @Emelia8 @outlander I need to address the last post "we" posted, which was typed by an over dramatic 14 yr old. She got all of the information correct but I feel she was in full diva when this was typed.

While everything she typed was correct, the therapy itself is not that extreme. We start the Safe and Sound protocol today and yes we have all those limitations to follow but what we are doing essential is resetting our nervous system. I am constantly in fight or flight or the lowest level which is freeze and because of that I can't do any of the other treatments available. Yes there is a possibility of our :pile_of_poo: being brought up but it's not the purpose of this treatment, just I guess a side effect.

Being honest I have to avoid being triggered which is why I have limits here. On some threads I get triggered because I have become emotionally attached to the author and the thought of my family being in any pain does sometimes unfortunately trigger me and there are a couple of threads that triggered me because of the content. So @Lee82 @Emelia8 @outlander @Zoe7 @Eve7 @NatureLover @Bunniekins I am sorry I won't be there to support you my dearest family. I hope this explains it better.

Love always 💜Nikki

@Former-Member Love you Nikki. Take good care of yourself. Be kind to yourself and know how much we all love you. pea

That all makes perfect sense thanks @Former-Member Nikki. 🌷🌻 Thank you for taking the time to explain. And yes, I understand why you cannot be here for now. 💓

I trust everything goes as well as it possibly can and I'll be thinking of you.

Emelia 🌺🍃💕

I totally understand @Former-Member as I have similar triggers. Good luck with the therapy.

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Sending you all my love gorgeous. You are a star and you can do this. I will be thinking of you every minute of every day. I will miss you terribly.
❤️🦋 @Former-Member 🦋❤️

Thanks for explaining, Nikki 🙂 I really hope your nervous system can be reset - it must be exhausting being constantly in flight /fight /freeze modes. Thinking of you as you go through this...sending warm hugs... @Former-Member

Thinking of you too, and hoping your day is as good as possible, @Lee82