Darkness

Most of the time it relaxes me, it's giving me ideas for when I am back in my painting room. No he won't be home for another couple of hours, it's kinda nice it just being me and D2. No one watching is nice.

What are you listening to my love and are you having a drink?

some twit (this one rubs me the wrong way) just described the in colour indigo as a purpley black pink!!!!! I thought it was a dark purple but anyway. @Lee82

Had a couple of hours sleep/rest @Former-Member - feeling a litte better for it but still extremely tired. About to sort out some school stuff and do a little housework then settle in for the evening to watch the footy.

I found an image last night whilst searching the internet for some other things that I want to paint. It will of course be in my own colours and style but looking forward to being able to start something new. I am hoping next weekend I am a little more 'alive' and have less work to do so I can begin it. I have a spare canvas - just need to prep it this week so it is ready to begin painting next week.

I am so glad you are enjoying your time alone with D2. You feeling ok hun?

i am listening to our music mix. Just heard I won't let go...rascal flats. No I am not having a drink. I have none left.

hahaha...that is so funny. Maybe they should have a little lesson on what colour is what.
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I hope you enjoy your footy and couch time tonight and if you are willing I would love to see your art when it's complete. Sending you gentle hugs @Zoe7

Ok something has been bugging me since we started to chat today and I have wanted to ask but didn't want to upset you because we rarely online together these days and I didn't want to risk you shutting down or being angry with me. But here goes nothing........

You said you got a couple of bottles when you went out yesterday. Did you consume that much last night? How much harm did the monster leave behind and do you need any attention to said marks? Again you don't have to answer but please it comes from a place of great concern for your welfare, it comes very much from a place of love. If you don't want answer it's ok but I want to to consider if you need attention please. @Lee82

I will post it when I have finished it @Former-Member but with my track record of finishing things quickly it could be months lol Sometimes I get into a painting and finish it quickly but I have had a couple it has taken me years to do ...still have my peacock painting to get back to but only been doing that one for a year haha

You can't rush perfection my friend 😄 @Zoe7

I would never be upset with you babe. You can ask me anything. if I can I will answer them but sometimes I may not be able tobecause of the guidelines.
Yes I had it all and the monster left quite a bit of damage. I think I have managed to look after it the best I can. I'm so sorry hun. I k ow I have disappointed you. I was just not in a good frame of mind last night. I am trying to keep the monster away as best I can today but I don't k ow how long I can dii ok it for babe.
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lol so true @Former-Member

My love I am not disappointed in you at all, it's concern for you, it's the love I have for you. I can see the early signs of panic Mel. Please take a breath and remember that I am here always and unconditionally for you. @Lee82