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Darkness

Darkness

Well it's been a hellish few weeks, I have fallen into the rabbit hole and there seems no escape this time. The darkness has come and it thicker than the fires of hell.

Things just don't seem to going right at all and my MH is just getting worse and worse. Not sleeping (afraid to sleep) not eating and not taking my meds. I know this doesn't help but why bother because when I am on them I either feel zone out or that they do nothing anyways. I didn't make it work today, got to the front and was physically sick and froze again. Crawled back into bed where I stayed untill I had an unexpected call.

My 3 main MH professional and I in a conference call, at the end of the call I was given a choice be sectioned or have my ex move back in temporarily to provide around the clock monitoring, this means for at least two weeks of him being here making sure I eat, take my meds and be present for all appointments and no SH. I am not happy about either option but because of teenager trauma in a MH hospital I am taking the ex.

I will not be as active as normal but I will check in. but like tonight, I may just support posts as I am struggling to even type this. So @Snowie @eth @Lee82 @Eden1919 @Purplerain @Lotusgirl amd anyone I missed I will be getting the care I need and will be safe. To some of the newest forum members please forgive me if it takes a bit for me to get back to you.

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@Lee82 wrote:

I will definitely think about it. I am just hopeless speaking on the phone and expressing how I feel to people I don't know or people I can't see. 😔 I get all tongue tide and stutter and I must sound like an idiot to the other person on the line

@Zoe7 @NatureLover


It'd be good if the SANE Chat was available then - I hope it is, @Lee82

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I have only ever used chat @Lee82 and that has made it much easier - maybe try to see if that is available tonight. Of course chatting to us here is good too

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Thanks so much @Zoe7 and @NatureLover . I have used lifelines chat line before. I might see if I can get through to them sometimes it doesn't work which is frustrating

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sending love @Lee82

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Good idea @Lee82 Hope it works for you Hon

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@Lee82 wrote:

Thanks so much @Zoe7 and @NatureLover . I have used lifelines chat line before. I might see if I can get through to them sometimes it doesn't work which is frustrating


Sounds good, if you can get as much support as possible @Lee82 ...good luck getting through 🙂

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@Zoe7 Hey Zoe7 yes it is annoying to say the least. Hopefully the docs will be able to either give me a medication to get rid of the tremor or change my meds all together if that is what is causing it. Thankyou for your concern I really appreciate your kind words. Makes me feel a bit better. Hoping that you are doing well and keeping warm and cozy in these winter months. Love always peaxxx

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I hope the doc can sort it for you little pea and the tremors stop @Bunniekins

I am okay - it has been very cold here so yes I am keeping warm and cosy with my Toby hot water bottle always close by 🐶💕

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@Zoe7 Awww Toby the hot water bottle :). I have a hot water bottle with me constantly during winter months. Not as cute or as cuddly as your though unfortunately :D.

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