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Darkness

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Darkness

Well it's been a hellish few weeks, I have fallen into the rabbit hole and there seems no escape this time. The darkness has come and it thicker than the fires of hell.

Things just don't seem to going right at all and my MH is just getting worse and worse. Not sleeping (afraid to sleep) not eating and not taking my meds. I know this doesn't help but why bother because when I am on them I either feel zone out or that they do nothing anyways. I didn't make it work today, got to the front and was physically sick and froze again. Crawled back into bed where I stayed untill I had an unexpected call.

My 3 main MH professional and I in a conference call, at the end of the call I was given a choice be sectioned or have my ex move back in temporarily to provide around the clock monitoring, this means for at least two weeks of him being here making sure I eat, take my meds and be present for all appointments and no SH. I am not happy about either option but because of teenager trauma in a MH hospital I am taking the ex.

I will not be as active as normal but I will check in. but like tonight, I may just support posts as I am struggling to even type this. So @Snowie @eth @Lee82 @Eden1919 @Purplerain @Lotusgirl amd anyone I missed I will be getting the care I need and will be safe. To some of the newest forum members please forgive me if it takes a bit for me to get back to you.

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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I'm so glad to hear that they at least help you out with what they can. Are they with you tonight?
@outlander

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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Lol...yea I'm use to hearing that from a lot of footy fans...yea the footy isn't very exciting this year unfortunately. It's been pretty ordinary. We still watch it every week though.
sorry to hear brissy isn't doing so well. Last I checked they were in front by a bit.
@Zoe7

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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Yeah @Lee82 till midnight

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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2 hours to go hun. Hopefully it goes quickly for you. What you up to at the moment?
@outlander

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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Just had pain relief and am watching mrs doubtfire now @Lee82 the last 2 hours often drag on because theres nothing to do

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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Geelong kicked 8 or 9 goals in the third quarter and completely turned the game around. We lost Robinson to injury early in that quarter and it shows how much of an influence he can have on a game - especially his defence, pressure and tackling ability. The game turned completely around when he went off. On to next week now.

A lot of my Dad's family are pies supporters @Lee82 My uncle buried all his Pies stuff when we beat them in 2002 and wouldn't talk to Dad when we beat them again in '03 - still makes me giggle lol My Dad was recruited to Ftzroy but never went and my Mum's cousin played for them so we have had a long standing relationship with the Lions ...and I still call them the Lions because I still love them as Fitzroy.

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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We love mrs doubtfire!! We are watching despicable me...lol

@outlander

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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We watched despicable me 1&2 and minions earlier on @Lee82

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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Lol...it's quite funny just how passionate people can get. My brother is so much like that too. If we lose you don't want to be anywhere near him...

my immediate family and most of the rest of my family are Collingwood supporters but my family is so very big that we have a few bombers and Carlton supporters in there.
@Zoe7

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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I really like the despicable me movies but I didn't like the minions movie much. I was quite disappointed with it.
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