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You do deserve it my love and one day you will see that for yourself. 💜Nikki

@Lee82

I am following along quietly and concerned for you all, @Lee82 , @Former-Member and @outlander . Sending hugs and wishes for a better day for you all.

Nature, thanks for your post and your concern. I just want to reassure you that Izzy is safe enough and no risk of harm to this body.

How are you going this morning Nature? No pressure to answer, just know we think of you often, always hoping you are ok. 💜Nikki

💜🌵 @NatureLover 🌵💜

I know Izzy is safe with you, Nikki, and you are doing all you can to protect her and the other alters, even considering hospital despite the past trauma there. You have so much on your plate. I really appreciate how you come online and keep us updated with how Izzy and the alters are doing. I was sorry to read that you personally were triggered yesterday at the chiropractor and found it hard to cope...you do an amazing job, and I really hope today is a much better day for you.

@Former-Member wrote:

How are you going this morning Nature? No pressure to answer, just know we think of you often, always hoping you are ok. 💜Nikki

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Thank you so much for asking Nikki, as I haven't been doing well the last 2 days. Terrible fears have been pounding at me all the time and it's been hard to function. I feel a bit better this morning though, and able to come back online and support people a little bit if possible. Thank you for saying you are thinking of me ❤ You are a beautiful person @Former-Member and I admire you so much.

@outlander deep respect and admiration for your wisdom and support for others. Especially with what you are going through yourself.

most of it the pain in stomach yeah @Lee82 I do have insomnia though (doesn't respond to anything like medications, natural or anything else) so I don't sleep much anyway but the pain isn't making it easy and pop was really disruptive last night too because of reflux. hes not a quiet person at all-slams doors, cupboards and stomps around just to go to the bathroom or he got a drink and Paracetamol to see if it would help it.
ive been and done all the horses since 530am took me till 930 to do them all but leaves a free day. pop has been on my case since I got home and I honestly just don't want to be at home but I have no where to go. its not really the way I wanted to start the day esp with an hours sleep.

I'm so sorry pops is being a pain to you today @outlander . I'm sure it doesn't help that you have only had an hours sleep. Can you go for a walk or maybe a lay down in your room for a little while?

Hey hun. I'm a little worried about you. Are you ok? are you safe?

@Former-Member

can I ask who those questions are aimed at? You really don't need to answer that if you don't feel comfortable doing so babe. Just concerned about you 💗