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Numb again

Numb again

I have tried contacting online support but everything is unavailable or offline .

I was raped 7 years ago and things happen so I made myself numb and supprised everything. I learned about the breathing techniques as well as the 5,4,3,2,1 tool. Tonight it's not working . I am having flash backs like crazy and I can't get my mind and body to calm down to relax and sleep . At this stage I am in for a night of night terrors and I can't do that again tonight. I am shutting down again but not sure how to stop it .

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Oh @Pollyotter I am so sorry sweetie. That is absolutely terrible. There are some real monsters in the world. You did not deserve any of that sweetie. Are you trying to deal with your past now with you head doctor?

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Hey @Pollyotter it sounds like it's been a pretty tough day today with some horrible and traumatic memories from the past coming up. I'm sure you're good at reaching out for support but thought it might be helpful to pop my head in here and remind you of a couple of extra resources like 1800 RESPECT - 1800 737 732 or Suicide Call Back Service - 1300 659 467.

Take care and all the best

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You ok @Pollyotter

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@Pollyotter Just caught up on today Hon - that is such an awful position for you to be in. I can imagine all those past memories are haunting you right now. Days like these are horrible but you are a strong and courageous woman and will get through this. Hugs and hugs

How did your conversation with that woman go the other night?

@Lee82 Hugs to you too Hon. Life has been incrediblydifficult for you too from what I have read but just like Pollyotter you have strength and courage within you - we all see it everyday - one day at a time Hon

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@Pollyotter 💙

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Sitting with you @Pollyotter

hoping to share your m&m's with you.

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@Former-Member Sweetie how you doing?

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It has been a very rough ride this past week. Falling deeper into my dark whole. @Zoe7

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I have read a bit and caught up on the last few days @Lee82 It has been incredibly hard for you Hon. ...but I believe in you and that you will be able to fing the light again

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Thank you for holding onto hope for me @Zoe7 ❤️

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