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@Former-Member the @Former-Member will contact you via email to let you know about your post hun. Until then just post on here sweetheart, we are here with you too.

Oh okay that's weird, all I can think of is that it's been deleted?

Thanks again. Have a Psychiatrist appointment tomorrow morning (I see him through Telehealth), extremely scared he's going to drop me as a patient and hate me. I say this because he keeps saying I should go to the triage, he's said that to me and the new GP numerous times. I keep telling him they just admit people and I don't want to go and my parents don't want me going either. It's very offensive and hurtful to me because it makes me look and sound crazy and I'm not. I haven't done anything and he knows this.

I want to politely ask him to stop mentioning it but don't want to sound rude and I just can't escape the anxiety. This has been so stressful for me. Maybe if he wants me to go so badly he can call and arrange it, I don't know. Sigh.

Sorry for venting especially since this isn't my thread. @Snowie @Former-Member

Hi @Former-Member

I was honestly thinking about you and worried that I haven't seen you in a while. Hope you're okay xx

@Former-Member It is really your choice if you stay and i personally think that the reason you should stay is want to and you find it helpful it really isn’t up to others if you stay or not it is only important if that is what you want to do. We won’t get along with everyone and being an online forum means there is always room for misinterpretation which can make things complicated. It is ok to not get along with everyone and sometimes we just don’t like people and there doesn’t need to be a reason but that is ok too. If this is helpful to you then that is what matters. I really am not sure what has gone on with the bullying stuff you mentioned I have been keeping relatively to myself on here lately so I am not sure what you are talking about Hopefully the moderators can help clear that up for you. You do what is right for you.

That's a good point, and I'm sorry if I did anything wrong to you too at any point, I hope I didn't.

What happened with the bullying is some members (I won't mention them so I don't break rules and start anymore drama) were saying hurtful things to me on another thread which got deleted. They asked me to stop tagging them so I apologised for the misunderstanding and I stopped tagging them. I won't tag anyone else either unless someone mentions me.

Some person said that I was going behind their back telling the mods because I reported it, I only did that because bullying shouldn't be allowed to happen to anyone not just me and if I see something hurtful and triggering to myself or others, I'll report it, what's the harm? I apologised but they kept going. Mods didn't tell them off or delete the reported comments, so it all tipped me over the edge. I've no longer spoken to those people and have no intention of doing so ever again. But I don't mind talking to you and the others who have KINDLY replied here.

All I wanted from this forum was just people to be kind and talk to, about good and bad stuff, and to have people be respectful of my sensitive feelings, thats all. Is that fair enough? So I don't see why I was bullied, thats why I went away for a few days and I came back to apologise for distressing people. I just tagged you and others because no one has heard from me for a while so I hope you don't mind.

As for me staying, I don't know if I will, we'll see. But you're right. My apologies, thank you for being kind. @Eden1919

Really? I'm very sorry, but thank you. Didn't mean to upset and worry anyone @Dani1981

That's weird, not sure what happened? @Former-Member

You are welcome here @Former-Member Hopefully everyone is welcome.

How much you write/ post, or how much you make use of the forums is your choice (no-one else's) to make.

It depends on how helpful you find it, at a particular time.

As for Tagging - I'm quite happy for you to tag me (dozens of people do).

Just bear in mind that some people do not like being Tagged (for their own reasons).

Adge

Thank you @Adge and yes I'm aware of some people not liking being tagged so I won't do that anymore unless someone tags me. Sorry about that.

Yes I agree, hopefully everyone is welcome. Just wish bullying wouldn't happen and that mods would do something about it but its too late now. I feel like they've gotten away with it and it's not fair.

Hopefully no one hates me - anyone I tagged here and the bullies. @Adge

No bodies thread belongs to them @Former-Member

Yes some start threads and post only on them but you can post anywhere you like.

I hope your pdoc apppointment goes ok. It is best to be truthful to him. Perhaps say that mentioning hospital all the time isn't helpful to you and are there other things that might be more helpful. They are the professional so they might be able to suggest something else for you.