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Good to see you @Former-Member

The decision needs to be yours if you would like to continue to post on here but I for one would miss you.

I am glad you are safe and have felt comfortable enough to post again.

I don't see why you are apologising but if you feel the need to then that is up to you.

How have you been today hun?

Thank you and I'm very sorry that I worried you. @Former-Member I never meant to, I just don't see why I was being bullied recently, that's what tipped me over the edge. But yes I shouldn't have said stuff and upset people like you about me you know, I'm sorry

I'm apologising because I was being bullied here a few days ago by some members. Others noticed it too, I reported the comments to mods but they never got told off, comments were never deleted and they were never blocked or whatever like they should be, so that tipped me over the edge. I was saying that I was you know, and I'm sorry that I did. I tried keeping it to myself but I couldn't get through to any helplines at the time.

Thanks, and I'm sorry for upsetting you and others, please forgive me. @Snowie @Former-Member

I'm sorry you had to go through that @Former-Member

Sometimes it is hard with just the written word to completley understand a person.

I think its very brave of you to come on here. I hope you get the support you need.

Much love and hugs ❤

I'll forgive you but in no way did you do anything to hurt me in any way hun.

Thank you for the kind words. I should just stay and focus on and talk to kind people like you and @Former-Member . Others seemed to stick up for the bullies. One bully attacked me saying I went behind their back just because I told the mods. I never did that, I was reporting it because bullying shouldn't be allowed, not just to me but to anyone. It's unfair and it tipped me over the edge.

My Reach Out forum account got deactivated and my Beyond Blue one too just because I was trying to seek some help, but others can do whatever they like on BB and post heaps of threads about the same thing. Hopefully I get them both back, it just feels like even the staff have favourites there and discriminate me. It's unfair, so that also tipped me over the edge and made me feel suicidal. All I was trying to do was post a genuine question thread asking what I can do and how I can cope with the isolation stuff, how is that a problem?

I'm sorry for worrying everyone, I didn't mean for that. I tried keeping it to myself but the bullying didn't help, I've been bullied my whole life in person and online so that didn't help. Sorry again everyone. @Snowie

@Former-Member I hope you get your accounts on RO and BB back as they seem to be a good support for you.

I don't go on those websites so cannot really comment on what has happened over there.

I didn't read the communication you had with others so really cannot comment on that either.

It is hard to find that balance on forums I think. I just try and take small steps. It is only natural that you get close to some members, others not so much, just like in real life.

What have you been doing today?

@Former-Member tried replying to your "feeling off" thread again but it said I don't have priviliges, wtf?

Wow everything is just going wrong for me and getting worse lately. I suppose most of it's my fault.

No worries, thank you anyway. I'm sorry again for everything and I did apologise to the people involved in my bullying although I didn't do anything. I just can't stop thinking about it and other things, everything's just so bad for me and getting worse, without sounding selfish.

Haven't done anything, just went out to get fish & chips for dinner & that's all I've done today. You? @Snowie

I can't access anything on my post either. I can't see your reply or @Snowie

@Former-Member did I do or say something I shouldn't have?

@Former-Member it is not just you, I cannot get onto DizzyIzzy's thread either.

You are not being selfish hun, it is just what you are going through at the moment. Life if very hard and complicated at times.

Fish and chips sounds yummy for dinner. I just fed the kids and dishes are done too so time for me to relax. Didn't do alot today, just a trip to the chemist.