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Made everything up?

The-red-centaurSenior Contributor21 Nov 2019, 11:59 pm AEDT

Made everything up?

Since my last suicide attempt I had a change in psychiatrist (due to the fact I'm in a surgical ward for 3 months, so I now see the hospitals CL) who reverted my diagnosis to BPD.
It's made me wonder if I ever was really psychotic over the years and just made everything up (to the point in believing) and my hallucinations and delusions were just fake for attention. Like someone who made stuff up to get others to think they're sicker for attention.

Anyway i kinda feel like that.

Voices told me to attempt suicide but maybe I just made that up too and I'm just a stupid pathetic person that needs to die.

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:35 am AEDT

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@Former-Member hope your ok....you will get through this.... thinking of you.

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:37 am AEDT

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@The-red-centaur you have a real condition and I dont think they should have totally stopped your meds right now like some kind of guinea pig. Please buzz that nurse and maybe she can get you something stronger so that you can get some sleep.

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:41 am AEDT

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Idk I'm really scared @Bunniekins

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:44 am AEDT

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@Bunniekins they're too busy with other patient. I'm just gonna hide in here.

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:46 am AEDT

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@The-red-centaur I am right here. Dont worry. I will be here for a few more hours :). You will be okay but I am mad at this psychologist. Here is something I went in for my skin check up and my dermatologist was saying she thought I shouldnt be on medication!:o my dermatologist! If I wasnt on medication I would be a psychotic mess ..... and she is a skin doctor ffs.

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:47 am AEDT

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@The-red-centaur I am here Hugs and Hugs 🙂

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:48 am AEDT

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@Bunniekins 😠 some Drs right

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:49 am AEDT

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@The-red-centaur Dam right!

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:49 am AEDT

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@BunniekinsI'm just gonna go sh until I'm numb enough to sleep....I might not come back tonight.

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:53 am AEDT

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@The-red-centaur Oh hun being stuck in a ward full of sick (probably older men?) is not the place for you..... it wont be like that forever. Soon you will be at rehab and that will be totally different for you. A much better environment. Have faith.

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