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Made everything up?

The-red-centaurSenior Contributor21 Nov 2019, 11:59 pm AEDT

Made everything up?

Since my last suicide attempt I had a change in psychiatrist (due to the fact I'm in a surgical ward for 3 months, so I now see the hospitals CL) who reverted my diagnosis to BPD.
It's made me wonder if I ever was really psychotic over the years and just made everything up (to the point in believing) and my hallucinations and delusions were just fake for attention. Like someone who made stuff up to get others to think they're sicker for attention.

Anyway i kinda feel like that.

Voices told me to attempt suicide but maybe I just made that up too and I'm just a stupid pathetic person that needs to die.

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:26 am AEDT

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@Bunniekins I'm changing meds hense the none, I go on an injection on Monday

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Eden1919Senior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:26 am AEDT

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@The-red-centaur good luck with your operation tomorrow idk what it is for but I hope it goes well.

@Bunniekins @Former-Member Nice to see you around

I am going to try and sleep for at least an hour but I will check back later so tag me if you want to read my ramblings later

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:28 am AEDT

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@The-red-centaur @Former-Member @Eden1919 this is really nice we are having a gentle get together. Sane formites caring for each other :).

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor22 Nov 2019, 3:28 am AEDT

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@Former-Member I had a seriy suicide attempt 8 weeks ago. I'm having another operation to see if they can fix my feet and legs so I can walk again. If it doesn't go well I'll be confined to a wheelchair for the of my life. I'm also in constant pain from my injuries. I'm very lucky to be alive or not to have broken my back.