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I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't. I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped. I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
@Faith-and-Hope the Dr wants to send me home Thursday after my mri. They just want to torture me and hurt me
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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It is understandable that you feel confused @The-red-centaur - especially if you are nervous about having a scan tomorrow. The doctors will be doing everything they can to help you and that is why they need to scan your brain.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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The machine doesn’t fry your brain @The-red-centaur .... I have had a brain scan. It just shows the doctors whether there are any problems with your brain function that can be corrected with medications, that’s all.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Faith-and-Hope they are scanning for lesions or tumours, I'm scared. My dad had a tumour when he wasn't too much older than me. And I'm just paranoid and confused, I dont understand what's real in my head. I really believe the Dr's wanted to destroy my brain last night.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Goodluck today @The-red-centaur Hoping today is a better day for you
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Zoe7 I feel scared because I don't know if I can't trust anything. I feel really weird. My head feels really funny. I don't know if I'm hallucinating or not and I can't explain what's going on to my nurse because I don't understand it.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That is really tough to be dealing with @The-red-centaur - it is so hard when we don't know what is real and what is not Feeling for you @The-red-centaur. I hope your scan goes ok though and the drs can help you. I need to go to DBT but will check in with you when I can.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Zoe7 good luck with dbt I'll be ok.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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I will be around today too @The-red-centaur, around the bits and pieces I have got going on.
All the best with DBT today @Zoe7😊
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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I have finished for today and needing to be at home and do very little for the rest of today - DBT was quite intense today but I am around if you need @The-red-centaur
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