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I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't. I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped. I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
Thank you @The-red-centaur - that is very sweet of you. Have youhad your scan yet? How are you doing this afternoon?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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The scans not going to at least tomorrow now. I'm really tired this afternoon. But I have leave to go to an appointment so I'm happy, I just hope I don't mess it up.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Just be honest @The-red-centaur and you won't 'mess up'. Who is your appointment with?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Zoe7 It's with the sexual health clinic about the next step to getting on hormones (testosterone)
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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You should be ok then @The-red-centaur - just remember to breathe and you will do fine.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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I am popping in to say hi and I hear you on my way to an appointment with an artist @The-red-centaur
@Zoe7
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Faith-and-Hope hope that appointment went well.
@Zoe7 my head was actually clear during my appointment. After the morning I had I'm so relieved. It felt like a fog lifted. I'm back in hospital now and gonna try and have a nap, I've been up since 4am.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Glad your appointment went well for you @The-red-centaur That must be a load off your mind. A nap seems like it is very much needed - sleep well
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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I'm hopefully being discharged tomorrow following my mri which 'was' scheduled for a few days ago. Hopefully that does happen tomorrow, they haven't told me a time yet.
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