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I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't. I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped. I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
I had the worst day yesterday. They locked me out of my room. I was shaking and so scared because the aliens were out there following me and making the other patients read my thoughts. My nurse was in league with the aliens and wouldn't give me any prn. The aliens want me to do stuff and it's really scary. They won't shut up or leave me alone.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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That sounds exhausting @The-red-centaur. I am glad you are in hospital where they can help you manage the situation.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That does sound exhausting @The-red-centaur and like @Faith-and-Hope I am glad you are in hospital where you can get some help with what you are going through.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Hi @The-red-centaur checking in to see how you are today - been worried about you and hoping you are getting the help you deserve in hospital
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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I can't tell what's real and it's scary. They want to scan my brain tomorrow. I'm scared the aliens will irradiate it when they put me in the machine because they want to fry my brain because I can hear them.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That is really scary for you @The-red-centaur . I presume you are still in hospital - is there someone there you can talk to about your fears?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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The nurses are being controlled by the aliens
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Is there one that you think would listen to you @The-red-centaur?
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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I am around too @The-red-centaur ..... you’re not alone with this. We will sit with you as you work your way through treatments. It feels really scary, but the staff are there to help you work out what is real. Hang in there ....
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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I don't know. I'm confused. @Zoe7 I don't want the Dr's to fry my brain
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