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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't.
I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped.
I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
I just can't anymore
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
So pleased your meeting went well @The-red-centaur especially that your case manager was very supportive - that must be a relief for you 
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
Can you call your case worker @The-red-centaur ? Tell them what has / hasn’t happened ?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
Hearing you @The-red-centaur ..
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
Tonight I've been thinking.. Probably not a good thing coz now I'm triggered... But it's been roughly 2 years since I was sexually assaulted give or take a week or so. And it's been a just over a week and a year since I nearly died.
The worst part is I wish the guy had killed me, or I didn't say goodbye to anyone so the police wouldn't have come. I know I should be happy to be alive but its hard.
I was actually telling my CM this morning that even though Im suicidal and have a lot going on in life, I have a lot to be hopeful for and to live for. But right now that conversation feels like it was a long time ago. I'm finding it hard to remind myself why I want to be alive.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
Hi @The-red-centaur
I just woke up and happened to check in here .... it might help to call or chat online with Suicide Call Back Services ....
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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